Thoughts. (BTS Sope)

038.

I think we slept for four hours. Hoseok's hand had found its way into my shirt. I laughed quietly. I tried to pull it out but he just held on tighter.
I sighed. I really had to piss.
I wiggled out from his grip and tip-toed into the bathroom.
When I came out Hoseok was sitting up on the bed. He had a very serious look on his face. I slowly walked back. I sat next to him. We turned to look at each other.
Hoseok put his hand on my thigh and squished it.

"Soft and squishy."

We both laughed. He laid his head on my lap.

"I'm sorry about earlier. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. It's just that I don't know what to do or how to do things couples do. It's all new to me."

I never thought of that. Why didn't I ever think of that? I felt bad for being angry with him, for not trying to understand him. Fuck.

"It's-it's okay."

"Do you still love me?"

"Why wouldn't I?"

"Because I made you angry."

I laughed a little.

"No, I still love you. Couples have fights from time to time and make each other angry. It's normal."

I stroke his face and we smiled.