Thoughts. (BTS Sope)

091.

*HOSEOKS POINT OF VIEW*

(Chapters 82 and 83.)

I arrived at Yoongi's apartment.
Jungkook was the one who opened the door.

"Oh."

"Can you get Yoongi for me please."

He nodded.

"Your boyfriend is here!"

I walked in and waited.
Yoongi came out of that fuckers room.

Calm down Hoseok, nothing's going on.

"Baby are you okay?"

Yoongi laughed and nodded.

"I'm fine."

I looked up at Jungkook who was standing there looking like a little bitch.

"Okay."

Then I kissed him.

I missed you.

Yoongi and I were cuddling on the couch watching some random show on the T.V.

Jungkook and Taehyung appeared in the room.

"Yoon we will be back later."

Just leave already.

"Date?"

Just leave.

"Drive safe."

Leave!

Yoongi sat on my lap.

"What's up with you? "

I didn't reply.
He reached for my face and cupped it with his hands.

"Tell me what's wrong."

"I miss you Yoongi."

He smiled. I missed his smile more than anything.

"I missed you too, but we're here now. Together."

Yoongi began calling me cute which was wrong. I didn't like it.
I pushed him and pinned him on to the couch.

"I'm not cute. You're the cute one."

"I love you, Hoseok."

He said and peck my nose.

"Really?"

I needed to hear it come out of his lips that he loved me.

"Of course."

"Since when?"

"Since the first time I saw you."

Really?

"How much?"

"A lot"

Really?

"How much is a lot?"

Just say it Yoongi.

"More than you can ever imagine."

My heart raced. I suddenly felt butterflies in my stomach. I wanted to trust him, but I didn't know.. I felt confused on what I felt. I wanted Yoongi more than anything.
I kissed his lips feeling his warmth. My hands ran up his shirt as I moved my lips to his neck. I felt his body loosen to my touch. I put my leg between his thighs. Yoongi suddenly sprung up in pain. He began rubbing his legs.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, its just Kook and I.."

He stopped midsentence

"You and Jungkook what?"

..'Had lots of fun?'

 "...We were carrying groceries and I hurt my leg on the stairs, that's why it hurts."

Lies.

I got up and grabbed my jacket.

"I should get going."

He nodded looking at the floor.
I kissed his forehead and left.
I got in my car and hit the steering wheel.
What is this shit.
I think I have more than enough evidence. I'm not just jumping to conclusions now.
I wanted to cry but I felt more anger than sadness.
Why Yoongi?
Why?