Thoughts. (BTS Sope)

096.

"Shit you don't look good at all."

Jungkook said as soon as he saw me the next morning.
I didn't sleep at all. I could stop thinking of Hoseok. I called him a million times and sent countless messages, but he never replied.
I didn't say anything to Jungkook. I just went into the kitchen and heated left over then went right back into my room.
I honestly didn't even want to go on with the plans we had because I was sure Hoseok wouldn't show and I didn't want to be there without him.
I sat in my room, alone, again.
I hadn't been alone in such a long time. I always had Hoseok by my side.
I slept for most of that day. It was my way of coping with my feelings.
I heard a knock at my door.

"Yoon, are you okay?"

I sat up and saw Jungkook peeking his head inside my room.
I shook my head.
He came in and sat next to me.

"It's okay. I'm sure Hoseok will come around."

I just sighed.
Taehyung walked in.
All dressed and ready to go just like Jungkook

"He's here."

My eyes widen. I quickly got up.

"Get out I need to get ready."

I basically pushed them out of my room.

Fuck. I look fucking disgusting.