The Possessive Alpha and his Stubborn Mate

Chapter 28

y'all I recently just got a tattoo on my wrist so writing kinda stings. I'm gonna give myself 3 days to let it heal before I update again. I'd usually prewrite chapters but the idea to get the tattoo came at the last second lol, so sorry, don't forget to vote and enjoy!!

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I wasn't sure how to feel. Derek indeed had slept with Kelly since I've gotten here. Who knows how many times? I sure as hell don't wanna know.

I'm an idiot. I should've left well I could've or something else. I should'nt have involved Eric in any of this because I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't have this stupid deal with Derek and I could be long gone from this place. I don't know where, but honestly anywhere else sounded great right now.

I hated the way I felt. My heart felt broken and the image of Kelly and Derek together made me feel like I'd rather be dead.

Why was it bothering me so much? I don't want this relationship with Derek, so why am I so broken over this? Must be the mate bond or whatever.

But nonetheless, it hurt. The fact alone that well I was here, he was sleeping with her! I mean who does that?

The worst part is that he probably had no remorse afterward, probably still doesn't.

Why keep me around and make me do this if you're in love with some one else? Because it's obvious he's probably in love with her, why else would he always be around her?

It just makes no sense.

Derek didn't come to bed for awhile after I left. I was debating whether to go and sleep at my parent's house. But I wasn't sure if he'd even allow that. Not that I want to be taking any orders from Derek, especially right now.

I laid on the bed, trying to maybe sleep, get this night over with. But easier said than done. I kept imagining Derek and Kelly together which I didn't want to imagine but I couldn't help it.

What was so freaking special about her? Her rude attitude? Her ugly ass face? What??

I dart my eyes over to the door as I hear it open. I quickly look away from the door as Derek walks in, looking anywhere else.

I thought about acting like I was asleep but I'm pretty sure he already saw that I was awake.

I stay silent as he walks over to his side of the bed where he took a seat.

"Can we please talk?" He asks suddenly.

I debate whether to answer him. God knows I don't want to!

I sit up, running my hand through my hair. "There's nothing to say." I shrug, glancing at him, he was staring at me. He shook his head in response.

"I just don't understand you, Derek. You spent all this time making my life hell because you wanted this- but all that only to be sleeping with Kelly? This whole fucking time?" I chuckle harshly, although I knew it was only to stop myself from crying at the thought.

"It only happened a few times." I look away, trying my hardest not to actually cry. I hated that I was crying over this, over him. "Yes of course because you're a pig- you can't for just one second stop fucking around, not even for your mate." I stand up, grabbing my phone and slipping on my shoes.

"Where are you going?" He asks, sighing. "To my parent's house."

"Please- just stay here and talk to me. Let me fix this." He says, standing up and walking after me as I walked to the door.