Hitman |n.h|

14

"It's all you."

I literally stopped breathing.

"What?" I ask lowly,closing my eyes and shaking my head.

"Those songs are for you.They're about you."

I climb up and swallow.

"M-me?" I say and raise my eyebrows.

"There's no way,"

"Well,that's what it is." He says and moves closer to me.

"You're everything,Amber," he whispers in my ear and I can't suppress a smile that makes its way on my face.

Hey,I'm everything.

"Thanks." I whisper back and cause him to grip at my hips,pulling my front onto his.

"Let me have you," he says hotly in my ear and I,out of nowhere have a dry mouth.

He trails his fingertips over my bare skin,making it erupt into goosebumps.

I hold onto his waist to steady myself and he puts his forehead on mine.

"It's hard not to have my way with you." He groans and I let out a breath.

"I'm trying to be fair,"

I laugh then.

Fair?

"Since when are you fair?" I say suddenly.

I'm about to let some guy,who treats me like garbage one minute,then like a normal person the next,have sex with me.

Well aren't I a smart and respectable girl?

"I don't think-I can," I stutter and let go of him.

He moves a bit back and stares at me.

"You don't treat me like I should be treated.And I feel like if I give you this part of me;you'll want it all the time and just use me for it.I can't." I say and turn around and finally make my way down the stairs.

I close the door and walk into my room,closing the door behind me.

I just refused Niall.

Well isn't this a milestone in my attitude.

I pace back and forth before I sit on my bed,just thinking.

If he really does like me,why is he treating me like that?

It doesn't make sense.

"Fucking guys.." I mumble to myself before I venture into the bedside table besides me.

I found it odd;there was a small notebook and a pen.

How ironic.

I take it out and sigh.

I tap the pen on the open page before I scribble.

"Hands down

i'm too proud for love

but with eyes shut

it's you i'm thinking of

but how we move from A to B?

it can't be up to me

'cause you don't know who I was before you

And basically to see a change in me

I'd be losing, so I just ignore you, yeah...

Ohhh-ohh-ohhh

But you're on my mind