Saved (Jikook au)

Part 27

"Jungkook?"

"Yes baby" he replied whilst kissing my forehead. I rolled closer to him so my head was on his chest, his hands threaded through my hair

"What did you mean a couple of nights ago, when you asked me to never leave you? Do you think I will?" I said quietly. He pulled me up so his back was against the sofa and I was sat with my legs over his lap, he kept his arm tight around me so I could keep my head in his neck

"It's not that I think you're going to leave me baby..."

"Then what is it?" I asked him and looked up at his face instead, I stroked a hand over his cheek and kissed the corner of his mouth softly "tell me, please...?"

"It's stupid though" he tried to giggle it off but I didn't let him get away with it so quick

"I don't care, I want you to be able to tell me anything and everything. It's one of my jobs as your boyfriend" I smiled to him and saw his nose crinkle up as he smiled back

"It's just that a few years ago I met someone and I thought that it was the best thing, I didn't think I could have been any happier. And then he left me, no reason, no explanation... he just told me that he didn't love me anymore and that he didn't want to be together. I knew he wasn't my smell, but I still loved him. It broke my heart, since then I've not really been with anyone as intimate as we are. Sure I've had my one night stands and occasional casual hookups but none of it ever meant anything. Then when I met you, you just made me realise that I was ready to risk it all again. That if you decided you didn't want me in your life I would be more than willing to go through the pain again. I'm just scared that one day you're going to wake up and not love me anymore either. I'm scared Jimin, I'm not scared of anything other than loosing you"

"Jungkookie baby, I'm not going to leave you, not now not ever. It's never going to happen. I love you so much, so so much, I just wish that for one day you could feel even a slither of the love I have for you. All I have to do is think about you and my belly erupts with butterflies, you're everything I have ever needed"

"Did you just call me baby? I'm not baby, that's you..." he said with a wink

"Yes, I did call you baby. It's kind of suits you" I said between kisses I placed on his cheeks "from now on, every morning and every night I'm going to tell you that I love you. I'm going to give you that reassurance that you seem like you need. Reassurance that we only belong to each other, forever"

"Okay... thank you" he said softly before meshing our lips together for the nth time today

~~

"Baby can you go and ask Tae and Hoseok if they want food, it's almost done" Jungkook asked me as he stirred the food in the pan

"Sure" I replied whilst walking past and slapping his ass. He looked at me with wide eyes and I just winked at him before skipping to find Tae and Hoseok.

I knocked on their bedroom door and heard a quiet 'come in'. I opened the door and saw them both cuddled up under mounds of blankets

"Hey chim, come cuddle us" Hoseok mumbled into the covers and moving over slightly for me to climb in between them both. They both gasped as my cold feet touched them but just cuddled me closer. "I haven't seen you in ages, how have you been?" Hoseok mumbled once again

"I've been good, I told Kookie about what happened in high school as well"

"Oh yeah? What did he say?" Tae asked finally opening his eyes to look at me

"He didn't say much really, I told him I didn't want to talk about it so he just got a bit upset about. Said he wishes that he could have been there to protect me, but said he was glad I had friends like you"