In My Blood

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by alleycatbookstore

by alleycatbookstore

Pairing: Arrow cast x reader
Warning: none
Note: you are the newest addition to the Arrow cast and it's safe to say you are a nervous wreck. Even a week after your first day so you decided to let your feelings out by singing.
Requested by: no one

David gave you a quick hug before walking away while you got on your motorbike, revving it to life. You soon pulled up to an abandoned parking lot, you pulled your helmet off. You fished out your phone and earphones, plugging your earphones in then into your ears. You blasted In My Blood by Shawn Mendes.
And you started to sing to yourself then gradually louder.

Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood

"Hold on," Stephen told John. "What?" John questions. "I'm not the only one that's seeing a girl in the middle of an abandoned parking lot, am I?" Stephen asked. "I see her," said Emily. "I think that's Y/n."

Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing
I'm overwhelmed and insecure, give me something
I could take to ease my mind slowly
Just have a drink and you'll feel better
Just take her home and you'll feel better
Keep telling me that it gets better
Does it ever?

John pulled the car to a stop.

Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I'm crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood

You didn't even realize they were behind you.

It isn't in my blood

Looking through my phone again feeling anxious
Afraid to be alone again, I hate this
I'm trying to find a way to chill, can't breathe, oh
Is there somebody who could...

You've felt like this for a long time. Ever since you got the call you got the role.

You've took several medications to help with your anxiety but nothing helped.

It isn't in my blood

I need somebody now
I need somebody now
Someone to help me out
I need somebody now

You needed somebody to help you.

Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood

You just wanted to give up.

It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn't in my blood

You hit stop, then heard applauding making you jump. "Stephen? John, Emily, what are you doing here?" You asked. "Shouldn't we be the ones asking you that?" John replied. "Why didn't you tell us about your anxiety?"

So, like I said in my last update. The last update was my 130th chapter and this makes 131 so 69 more chapters to go. Do you guys want me to continue writing DC Comics One-Shots? Do you want me to write anything related to DC? Or do you want me to write something new? I'm already starting something new and I'm pretty sure there's only going to be one person that's going to enjoy it and you know who you are. I don't do anime, I've never watched anime before, all I've watched is Pokémon and SAO and that's it. I can try Marvel but I'll probably suck at writing Marvel, Shadowhunters maybe. It's up to you guys, really. Thanks for reading!