Book 2 : chapter 43

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Book 2 : chapter 43

Sadmaa to hai mujhay bhi , ke tujh se juda hoon main
Lekin ab ye sochta hoon , ke tera kyaa hoon main..!

Main khud-kushi ke jurm ka karta hoon aitraaf
Apnay badan ki qabr main , garaa hoon main..!

Kya jaanay kis adaa se tunay liya mera naam...
Dunya samajh rahi hai , ke tera hoon main..!

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" jub aap Mateen bhaai se pyar kartien hain, to phir unhain muaaf karkay aagay kyun nahien barh saktien....?" Zarish ne jhillatay huway kaha.

Dono is waqt kitchen main kharien thien. Aayat Aashir ke liye khana bana rahi thi , jub achanak se Zarish ghar aayi ,  aur aatay ke saath hi Aayat se dobaara se behas main shuroo ho gayi .

Jub Aayat ne usay koyi jawaab na de kar saara dhiyaan baghaar banaanay main lagaaye rakhaa to Zarish chirtay huway phir se boli.

"aap is tarhaan se mujhay nazar andaaz nahien kar saktien , aap ne khud kal kaha tha ke Mateen bhai aap ke shohar hain aur unkay siwa aap kisi aur ke baaray main soch bhi nahien saktien. Kaha tha na aap ne...!!? Phir kyun..?!"

" haan kaha tha..! Bus..!! Sun liya jawab..? Ab tum kitchen se jaao.  Aur ghar khaana khaa kar jaana. " Aayat ne hatmi andaaz main baat khatam kardi. Aur Zarish usay moon kholay be yaqeeni se dekhti rahi.

" mujhay samajh nahien aata aakhir aap kar kya rahien hain!?.... Kyun apni aur Mateen bhaai ki zindagi ko mazaak bana rakh diya hai aap ne. Ek taraf ye kehtien hain ke aap Mateen bhaai se pyar kartien hain.  To doosri taraf khud unsay talaaq maang rahien hai...mujhay lagta hai aap khud nahien jaantien ke aap kya chaahtien hain..agar aisa hai to khudaara itna bara faisla aap apnay haath main na lain. Kyunkay itnay ghalat faislay le kar doosron ko takleef pohnchaanay ka haq aapko bilkul nahien hai!!!. " Zarish is baar barham hotay bina kisi lehaz ke Aayat ko aayina dikhaaya.

Usay Aayat ka logic kisi bhi tor samajh nahien aa raha tha. Jub Mateen bhaai apni galti ko sudhaarnay ki mukammal koshsish kar rahay hain aur wo dono ek doosray se be inthaa mohabbat bhi kartay hain , to aakhir Aayat ye sub kyun kar rahi hai..!? Kya unki nafrat itni gehri hai...?

" Zarish...!! Maine kaha baahar living room main jao...!!" Aayat uski taraf gussay se dekhtay huway boli. Bohat dair se wo usay bardaasht kar rahi thi lekin ab Zarish apni had paar kar rahi thi.

Aayat ke sakht lehjay par Zarish ki aankhain ek lumhay main bhar aayien wo Aayat ko dekhtay huway maayoosi se sar jhatknay lagi.

" aap bohat ghalat kar rahien hain aapi , Na sirf Mateen bhaai ke saath , par apnay saath bhi. Mateen bhaai ko apni zindagi se nikaal kar aap bohat pachtaain gi. Kyunkay hum dono jaantien hain ke Aap Mateen bhaai ko kabhi apnay dil se nikaal nahien payain gi. Lekin jub tak ye baat aapko samajh aaye gi tab tak bohat dair ho chuki hogi. Kyunkay Tab tak aap Mateen bhai ko humaisha ke liye kho chuki hongi.!" Gussay aur maayoosi main kehnay ke baad wo living room main bethnay ke bajaaye ghar se chali gayi. Jahaan se usay Zoyan ke office jaana tha.

usay is tarhaan jaata dekh Aayat ne sar pakar liya. Wo jaanti thi ke Zarish ye sub uski khushi ke liye kar rahi hai.  lekin wo kya karay , agar uska zameer usay Mateen ko muaaf karnay ki soch se hi uski rooh tak ko jhinjhor deta. wo khud apnay aap ko samajh nahien paa rahi thi.

Uska dil ek taraf usay Mateen ke saath nayi shurooaat ke liye tarpaa raha tha , to uska zameer uski Anaa usay aisa soxhnay ki bhi ijaazat nahien de rahay.

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