Hazel Eyed Roomate

Chapter 19

* Shawns POV *

School came waaayy sooner than expected. I met up with Ryan and he told me to stay away from Leah until we go back to school. So I didn't have anywhere to stay. I can't wait to get back home, I want to apologize to Leah at school. I'm so stupid. I love Leah not that girl, I got jealous of her relationships with Cam and Matt and I guess I just felt the need to do that? I don't know.

I eventually ended up staying at an old friends house, although we didn't talk a lot now he was nice so I didn't really mind that I was staying there instead of home. I got ready and walked to school at around 7:00 because my friends house was quite far from school, and I didn't have my car with me so I couldn't drive. I had an idea of what I can do to make Leah forgive me. I hope this works

* Leahs POV *

I haven't seen Shawn all weekend. Good. I know I'm going to see him at school, I really don't want to speak to him though. I had a quick shower and put a white crop top and jeans on along with my white converse. I didn't bother doing my makeup because I really didn't care what I looked like today. I let my hair fall down past my shoulders and just curled the ends. I looked pretty good for a Monday morning. I walked downstairs and grabbed an apple and my school bag. " RYANNN IM GOINGGG " I shouted. I heard a response back " I'll take you in my car Leah! "

After the car journey I stepped out of the car, and everyone was looking at me. Umm What? I heard a guitar playing and someone familiar walking towards me. Shawn.

" it's not that I'm afraid I'm not enough for her
It's not that I can't find the words to say
But when she's with him she seems way happier,
And I don't want to take that away.

How many times can I see your face?
How many times will you walk away?
I just have to let you know

I'm not tryna start a fire with this flame
But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same
And I have to be honest with you baby
Tell me if I'm wrong, and this is crazy
But I got you this rose,
And I need to know
Will you let it die or let it grow?
Die or let it go "

Someone handed me a rose from the side at this part, then it hit me. He was singing the same song he wrote for me at the hiking place. But he has actually finished the song this time. Aww.

" It's not that I don't care about the love you have
It's not that I don't wanna see you smile
But there's no way that he can feel the same,
'Cause when I think of you my mind goes wild 

how many times can I see your face?
How many times will you walk away?
I just have to let you know

I'm not tryna start a fire with this flame,
But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same
And I have to be honest with you baby
Tell me if I'm wrong and this is crazy
But I got you this rose
And I need to know
Will you let it die or let it grow?

You can tell me to stop if you already know
Though I'm not sure my heart can take it
But the look on your face, says don't let me go

I'm not tryna start a fire with this flame
But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same
And I have to be honest with you baby
Tell me if I'm wrong and this is crazy
But I got you this rose
and I need to know,
Will you let it die or let it go?"

His voice was magical. Everyone started clapping once he had finished and he blushed. Aw. He walked towards me and said, " I love you Leah " I hid my face a bit and whispered " I love you too " he lifted me up and spun me around, I take it that he heard what I said. " Leah? " I heard two voices call from behind. I kissed Shawn quickly and he put me down, allowing me to turn around at see who called me. Matt and Cameron. I forgot about them. Shit. Please don't get into an argument pleaseeee I practically begged in my mind " Are you two dating? " Matt asked, clearly hurt. Shawn came and put him arm around me and said " Well, not officially yet but like.. I mean I want to " he looked at me once he said the last part.

" Leah.. but.. " Cam was really upset. Before he or I could say anything else, the school bell rang. Time for my first period, math.

As I left my classroom, I seen Shawn making out with a girl. I was more angry now than anything. I can't live with him anymore. I ran over to Matt and asked him if I could stay with him for a bit. He said yes and he left school early to bring all my things to his house. How could Shawn do that?

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This story is so bad omg I'm so sorry. I might just restart it all idk..