Can I actually do this? Can I make art at a respectable level?
DATE 9 : 19 : 18
Today it is the birthday of someone very special to me.
Someone very, very special to me.
So, I hope it brings a smile to your face when you hear me sing " Happy Birthday," in your voicemail.
Monday night, we hung out for the first time in a long time.
I needed it.
I needed to see her again.
I needed the screaming in the car to our music.
I needed the conversations about life.
I needed the relatable stress the seniors feel.
I needed that swing conversation about taboo topics.
I needed that " I love you" when I walked you to the door.
You need someone like this. Someone to grow up with. Someone to share a friendship with. I mean a real friendship with. One that struggles and pushes you. One that actually materializes the question " how long will this last," and " can we make it after highschool?" One that actually lasts.
Everyone needs something like this.
And me spending time with that person, made me feel nice.
It made me feel so nice.
It was a lovely night.
It was lovely.
I felt lovely.
We were lovely.
" Nothing like getting drunk and getting manic on a motherfucking monday."
Also, I'm going to a Hobo Johnson concert?
