" Why until February?"
DATE : 12 : 10 : 18 : 5 : 58 PM
A big fuck you for ridiculing me an my art.
LIKE THIS IS MY FUCKING PASSION AND FOR YOU TO FUCKING SAY " I WOULDN'T BAT ON GETTING THIS SCHOLARSHIP" IS PROBABLY THE MOST OFFENSIVE THING YOU COULD SAY TO ME. I CAN GET FUCKING PISSY FOR BEING DISMISSIVE OF ME IN CONVERSATION, BUT TO FUCKING IMPLY THAT SOMETHING I PUT MORE WORK IN THAN ANYTHING ELSE, ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH ISN'T SOMETHING I CAN LET GO. THEN TO SAY SHE COULD PROBABLY DO IT BETTER, FUCK. YOU. THIS IS WHAT I'M GOING TO COLLEGE FOR; THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE DOING. I DON'T NEED THIS SHIT. I. DON'T.
AND YES I'VE BEEN FUCKING STUPID, I CAN'T CHANGE THAT BUT I DIDN'T CAUSE THIS REALITY.
I AM TRYING TO FIGURE EVERYTHING OUT AND I'M ALREADY SUPPOSED TO HAVE IT DONE.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU. I'M DONE, I OFFICIALLY DONE.
ithinkit'stime
