" You got plans for tonight?"
DATE : 12 : 31 : 18 : 11 : 35 PM
A year in the mirror
New Year's Eve
Last year I didn't watch the ball drop
It isn't that exciting
But, here we are again
It's almost like everything resets
" My friend, will you fly with me into the fire, it's New Year's Eve"
Reset
My birthday is in the beginning of the year
The eleventh of January
The eleventh day of the year
I painted my nails in January
We listened to the love club when you drove me home on my birthday
I updated with the lyric from eighteen on my birthday
Then those nails brought me shame
" We're allowed tonight to pretend we're free, promise me on New Year's Eve"
Reset
Then I had to say goodbye
Goodbye to someone as they went home
The home on the otherside of the world
I still think of her from time to time
Sowadee
Goodbye
" Oh friend come get high with me hand in hand, it's New Year's Eve"
Reset
Then the summer came
I experienced my passion, pain, and desire
Syre
I met a person who I also love
Olivia
Liv
Remember when I asked you to go walking on the trails
What I would give to live that week forever
Ever
" Baby have a happy New Year's Eve"
Reset
Then the fall came
And everything fell apart
It taught me
Did it break me
I got to know me
See me
In the same mirror this year's looking into
Almost time to reset
" Have a happy New Year's Eve"
Almost time to reset
New Year's Resolution
Here comes the end
I learned that I want to make people happy
I am a person who feeds off of validation
My happy is moldable and easily disposable
You can take it from me
My happiness can be taken by the meaning of your words
I learned so much
I over-think
I over-react
I over-indulge
I over-compensate
I need to get over it
So here we are, another one, another gone
Stop living your life for others. Live your life for yourself. Live your life. It's yours.
Is it time to reset
