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' I feel like I'm drowning in my own thoughts. '
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💫 Journey 💫
Drowning in my own thoughts in my head, it's all blank, dark, cold and empty inside.
School, is pointless overall, they just teach you the simple things about every class you have or things you shouldn't be doing at all during school.
I loved school, crazy right ?
I loved my friends, the fun, sometimes the homework, but I just loved being there with my friends was fun all the time.
We would just be playing around in class and on the court goofing off, it was fun until, when my parents left and I had to leave.
It was very hard because I was leaving my friends that I knew since kindergarten and I had to leave them behind.
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I miss them more than anything in the world.
But, would never replace my parents in the world. I miss everything about my old home and it would never lose against suburb California.
It was the end of the day, last period of the day watching people basketball, like I did yesterday. It would be a life changing moment if I would just get up and play basketball again. I just don't after their accident from after my basketball game, I stopped playing period.
I don't do anything that I used to do and love the most about anymore.
I see that one boy that came up to me yesterday talking to Zoë and I had this confused look on my face, but forgot about and just continued doing my work.
I feel a presence beside and I looked and see Zoë with a huge smile on her face. " I'm scared right now, did something happen ? "
" Oh nothing, it's just that... boy over there was asking about you. " She said.
I looked at the boy and back at Zoë with a little chuckle come from my mouth going back to finishing my math homework.
" I'm think I'm good Zoë. " I said.
" Why not Journey, he's cute, he's nice and he plays basketball. " She says.
" He might have all of those qualities, but I don't play basketball anymore. I don't wanna mess with a player either. " I said getting my stuff together. " How do you think he's player, Journey ? "
I looked at her like she had two heads and made her look my way, he was literally talking to a girl, probably his girlfriend. " Now do you see why Zoë, boy's like him you shouldn't trust. "
