my whole life... i was happy. i had no care in the world. i would smile at the little things, i wouldnt really be mean at all. then, i got a phone. i would be on the phone any time i could. it was slow, but i loved it. i would only play games and watch YouTube, as I got older i stoped playing games and would only watch youtube. then... i made the worst mistake I had ever made. i found an app, i never thought it would do much. i would just read fanfics every now and again. how wrong was i? this app ruined my life. as i read I noticed I could write as well, so i did that. and I got lost in the fanfics. instead of the happy person I was... i became what I wanted to be. the depressed kid that ends up being really cool and has a tragic back story. i don't know what I am anymore. i would say im depressed but i dont even know anymore. it's true, I've wanted to die sometimes and mystery794 TheCookster2 YourFriendlyHope HeathAnders have helped me, weither it be when I'm feeling down, or just need a friend to talk to. I'm glad they help me, and they dont even know me. (well almost all of them). so I give my senseristed thanks I can to them. now this update isn't me being like "oh hey. I'm ending this book" yeah no. i just wanted this to be said and done because it hurts bottling everything up. i know i could do this on my rant book but i want people to see this. and yes, this is real, not me just wanting attention. i hate attention. well, im done now, comment below if you have any questions, comments, concerns and I'll write you later. peace✌
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Humorhello, this is my first book. there is diverse things from smut to depression. just so you know if your not a fan of that. also there will be cursing, like a lot of cursing. I do not own any videos or pictures I use unless said otherwise. also the...
