onenightsavage

twasthedaybefore

Happy Holidays! 🎉
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I climbed ontop of Jahir. "You're still sleep?"

We were on the yacht again.

He dragged his hands down to me and readjusted me on his half-hard on.

The wind blew gently and the water glistened.

It was a very beautiful scene, and I was grateful because Jahir allowed me to see these things.

We had fallen asleep out on the deck.

"I don't usually wake up before you. When are you getting up?"

He nodded his head.

I leaned forward and kissed his face.

He sighed like I was bothering him.

I dipped my hand into his boxers, and he opened his eyes.

"Alicia, it's still dark out"

"Only for a few more minutes" I disagreed, climbing off.

"Move ya hand" He mumbled.

So I moved my hand, but not in the way he wanted me to.

He slapped my butt and I pulled out.

"I didn't bring anything" He said, readjusting his pillow.

We had never done it like that before.

"Pull out"

"Not doing it. Kids aren't in our near future"

"Jahir, I don't even want kids anytime near right now either. We can get birth control after we get off"

"Get off get off, or get off?"

I sighed and started to rub all over his body, climbing back on his lap.

"You are fully capable of getting off by yourself, ya know" Jahir said.

I leaned over and kissed his lips. "Jahir, I don't want that."

He sighed like he was debating.

I raised up and undid the sides of my bottoms, making them come off.

I pulled him out of his boxers and positioned him before sliding down slowly and raising up to ride him.

His eyes rolled back for a second and he gripped my thighs, cursing out loud.

I leaned forward to twerk on him, and he wrapped his arms around me before kissing down my neck.

He let go to slap my butt.

"Get up" Jahir said.

I climbed off and bent over, moaning when I felt him entering me.

I dropped my head down against his pillow, but he pulled it away from me.

"I want to hear you"

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I sprayed a cologne on my wrist. "This one smells good"

"That's the tenth one" Corbin sighed.

I bit the inside of my lip. "I'll take them all"

Corbin pulled out his wallet, but I refused.

We had just gotten out of therapy and I was doing last second shopping.

"Ali, Christmas is a gimmick. Why are you spending money on gimmicks?"

"Why are you offering up money on my gimmicks?" I asked.

"You make my head hurt" He stated, and walked away from me.

After I checked out, I caught up with him.

"Are you okay?" I asked him, grabbing his arm to make him stop.

Corbin looked at me for a second before he continued walking.

"Yeah, I'm straight. I miss you a lot though"

"You don't mention that stuff with our therapist. I miss you too. You don't come around much anymore"

"It's cause I love you, and you're hard to get over"

That made me frown, and Corbin looked at me again, knowing that's what I was doing.

"Stop" He said.

I gave him a really big hug.

"You're solidifying our friendship, huh? Where do you want to eat?" He asked.

"I'm sorry that it is the way that it is with us"

"You're apologizing for us having multiple personalities?" He asked.

"No, I just don't want you to hurt Corbin"

The Boy

"Your whatchamacallit is spending time with someone that she actually dated on Christmas Eve? Nigga, huh? This was supposed to be y'all first Christmas Eve. They been there, done that"

"It's not that simple. You gotta factor in mental health"

"It's a want versus needs type of thing"

"I think that it's a more manipulation" I finally spoke.

"We can't say for sure. It's all speculation" Nathan said. "Why don't you call and see?"

So I did.

She answered the phone sounding stressed and sad.

"What's wrong? Are you okay?" I asked.

"I feel really guilty because Corbin's depressed and he's hiding it and I haven't been keeping up with him like I was supposed to, and I was selfish with my time. I-I don't want him to hurt himself. H-he..." She stopped trying to talk and started crying.

She managed a goodbye before hanging up on me.

"What?" Reno asked.

I sighed. "He needs her, and I want her"

After about five hours, Alicia came over. But she was high and mostly quiet.

Corbin's family came and got him to go out of town.

"Rudolph, my red nose niggaaaa!" Reno belted. "I'm in the spirit tonight!"

She brought her hands up to her face, and started to chew all her nails off.

"I'm not even strong enough to deal with this. I don't even have stability" She mumbled to herself.

She responded to herself in a much quieter voice.

That led to a hushed conversation that no one interrupted.

"Damn, that's crazy" She mumbled.

The doorbell rang, and she got up. "That's me. I ordered a nice dessert"

I got up to go get the door, and she followed behind me.

"Ali?" The delivery guy confirmed.

She nodded her head.

I accepted the order and signed the receipt.

After closing the door, Alicia hugged my waist.

"I'm sor- thank you for dealing with me. I just wanted to block out my sadness. I'm responsible for Corbin's emotions"

I sighed a disagreeing sigh, but hugged her back anyways.

"Are you upset with me? It's hard for me to tell" She reached up and grabbed my face so that we could gain eye contact.

Alicia rubbed my chin while she tried to dissect my facial expression.

That made me smile a bit. 

"I'm not upset. I'm just concerned for the both of you"

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