CRAZY RICH ASIANS (bangtan!) jikook

I'm sorry

"So what happened yesterday?"
Taehyung asked Jimin when they had breakfast. They had moved to another hotel, a vintage Singapore 50's boutique hotel near the coastline. They were sitting at the back side of the hotel that had their table on the sand, only three meters away from the water. The morning was sunny. Wet ocean winds flowing softly through the skies.

"Oh, you know them."
Jimin mumbled as he ate his fried rice.
"Just usual assholes."
He added again. Smiling at the thought.
"You guys should've been there. The look on their face..."
Jimin looked at the sky, almost zoning out, as if his playing back a fond memory.
"Priceless, right Kook?"
Jimin looked over Jungkook who was sipping his banana milkshake served inside a coconut, because... why not.

"Huh, Yea."
"They were assholes."
Jungkook emphasised.
"So, What are we going to do today?"
Taehyung asked Jimin.
Jimin looked up.
"Oh, I don't know... relax maybe."
Jimin shrugged his shoulders.
"Yes! I was so- looking forward that spa the hotel had!"
He smiled at the thought.
"Yoongi?"
Jimin asked the boy who had finished his breakfast faster and was walking on the beach line in front of them, kicking the water.
"I'll just... walk around the area i think... buying some souvenirs and maybe eating things."
Yoongi blabbering as he picked up a small crab then playing with it.
"I'm coming too!"
Taehyung smiled and pulled out a little camera from his little bag.
"And I'll record it!"
He shot his glorious square smile.
"You Jimin?"
Yoongi asked.

He zoned out and asked Jungkook.
"What are you going to do kook?"
Jimin looked at the boy as Jungkook tried carving out the coconut meat out of it's fruit with his spoon.
"I'm gonna meet up with Namjoon Hyung i guess..."
Jimin looked at him. in a little disappointed look actually,
but nodded at the answer.
He looked back at Taehyung and Yoongi who was still looking at him.

"I guess I'll just... visit the city i guess... doing something.."
Jimin sipped his watermelon juice served inside a tall glass.

"Aww Jimin, I'm sorry... i- i can cancel it for you.. we can–"
Jungkook said to Jimin trying to hold out his hand.
Taehyung and Yoongi had traded looks.
"No, no... I actually need to do something. it's okay.."
Jimin halfheartedly smiled at Jungkook.
Jungkook small smiled back and put his hand on Jimin's.
"I'm sorry..."
Jungkook said in a small voice.
"It's okay, really.. i actually also think that Namjoon hyung needs someone to hangout with.."
Jimin said smiling back, cupping Jungkook's cheeks.

Taehyung looked at Yoongi.
Yoongi also looked at him.

hyung? Jimin called that Namjoon guy hyung?
Tae I'm liking that Jimin is trusting this Jungkook guy. but I'm afraid it'll end up like the other one...

After they had breakfast they had went back to their rooms. The boutique hotel had a presidential suite, but it had been taken. So they rented individual rooms not so far from each other's.

Jungkook walked inside his room. Looking out into his window view of the morning shoreline.
He sighs at the view and looked inside his pocket bring out his phone. Looking down on the notification from Namjoon. He replied and scrolled down to find a missed call from Chanyeol. He breathes in and called the older back.
It rang for a while until the beeping stopped at the older's hello.

"Why'd you call hyung?"
"Oh, i just thought I'd say hello.."
"Is anything wrong?"
"No, no.. just got bored and all..."
"Oh.. okay then. Good to hear you."
"Wait- wait.. how's Jimin?"
"Oh.. do you want to tell you about him?"
"Yeah.. it'll be fun.."
Chanyeol spoke in an unreadable emotion.
"You know hyung, i think he's a pretty nice person. I don't get it why you guys are so obsessed about changing his image on the school."
Jungkook let out.
Only receiving silence and a sigh on the other line.
Chanyeol breathed in and wanted to talk back on the young, but he caged the urge.
"Jungkook.."
"I'm not doing this for the others.. I'm doing this for me.."
"Why? do hate him that much? He did nothing wrong Hyung."
Jungkook spoke back.
Chanyeol pinched himself.
"Kook.."
He tried speaking.
"Why do you hate him?"
Chanyeol almost snap before he catches himself up.
"Listen Kook. I don't hate him.."
He sighs heavily.
"I'm sorry Kook. I'll just stop..
I'm sorry."
Chanyeol said through a series of mini battles with his inner self.
Jungkook felt his anger slowly turning into confusion.
Why did he got mad at Chanyeol for wanting to invade Jimin's private information.
"Hey. kook?"
The other called.
"I'm gonna end the call okay? I'm sorry.."
Chanyeol ended the call leaving Jungkook alone.
Jungkook then zoned out into the ocean's surface, his mind wondering into the moment when Jimin had break down in front of him that night in the pagoda. How he saw who Jimin really was. How he had his childhood alone and how he had been broken.
And he then receiving his first kiss.
After that he found himself in an emotion he hadn't been felt before.
This feeling was strange to him. So new and interesting.

As if he could replay all of his life and stop at the moment he had meet him and smile at it. Loving how his first impression of Jimin was. dang he's fine.

He felt himself trying to defend Jimin.
How he felt wanting to punch Jimin's cousin in the stomach for playing with Jimin. How he would get shy every time Jimin looks at him, wanting to caress the boy's cheek. wanting to hold the boy's hands. He felt scared, excited, worried, happy.
He felt as if he's riding a bicycle down a steep drop.
He recalled how he had felt when Jimin kissed him.
It was shocking he felt Jimin's soft lips on his.

Oh, kissing. Right, now tongue right? wait- he starts first right? Should i tilt my head?! Put my hands on his chin? or his ass? damn that's a fine ass. -wait stay focused! He's tilting his head- I'll turn to the left? God i was so smooth before he kissed me.

He laughed at the memory and sat down on the bed. He called Namjoon, asking him where to meet up then got up and left the room.