My Life, My Choice

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RAYN POV

Once I put Lola in the bed I went downstairs to help my mom cook.

"Hey mom, you want some help" I asked.

"Hey baby and yea it's been a while since we cooked together."

"Hey can we have tacos? You know I love tacos." I said to her while giving my best puppy eyes.

"Yea we can do that I'm sure everyone misses your tacos anyway."

We were cooking and my mom decides to put on some music. She put on Expectations by Lauren Jauregui on. She starts to sing it and so many questions come to my mind.

Up in bed, all alone
Wondering where you've been
Ten past three
I know the club closed at two A.M
I've already been through about seven scenarios
'Bout what it was that changed your mind
Knowing very well that you told me you'd come home
And it happens every time

She puts so much emotions in it like she either went through it or is going through it. My dad wouldn't do that right?

Wish I had no expectations
I wish that I could get it through your head
With no confrontation
I really wish we could talk about it instead
All these tears that I cry while I'm turned to the side
And you're in the same fucking bed
Wish I had no expectations
But I expect, you expect, we expect

I thought that she sang the first part with so much emotion but there is no comparison to this. I cut the meat off. Look to her to see she is crying. Athena whimpers and Sun is crying.

No, I don't mean to pry
I don't need no play by play (Nah)
All I need from your side is for you to communicate
Respect for my time, respect for my space, respect for my energy
'Cause I've been waiting here all night for you to warm me up
And you haven't once thought of me

Wish I had no expectations
I really wish that I could get it through your head
With no confrontation
I really wish we could talk about it instead
All these tears that I cry while I'm turned to the side
And you're in the same fucking bed
Wish I had no expectations
But I expect, you expect, we expect

Oh, I wish I had no expectations
I wish I could get through your head
With no confrontation (Confrontations)
I really wish we could talk about it instead (Instead)
All these tears that I cry while I'm turned to the side
And you're in the same fucking bed
Wish I had no expectations (No)
But I expect, you expect, we expect

Once she was done she was in full on crying. I went over and pulled her in a hug. Since I was taller now her head was on my shoulder.

"Mom it's ok. It's going to be ok. I got you, I promise. " I whispered in her ear trying my best to comfort her. But she wouldn't stop crying, so the only thing I could do was let my Alpha comfort come though. She relaxed instantly.

"I'm sorry you had to see that." She says to me while wiping her eyes.

"No mom it's fine. Are you ok? Is there anything I can do? Is it dad?"

"Its nothing for you to worry about." She said to me. But she didn't let go so I kept my Alpha coming through so I could comfort her more.

"Come let's finish dinner" she chuckled and wiped her face.