Diary Of My Life 💋👏

True Love (Introduction)

Love is one of the strongest energies of the world, is
invisibly and spiritually holding the objects together e.g. energy holding the earth and the sun together, the energy holding mother and son together etc. Love is infinite and exists in infinite number of forms. Nobody can show,
explain, teach and write about Love, we can only feel this energy while being in Love. So what can you expect in this book? First as I said, it has infinite number of forms so here we are about to talk about only one form of Love and that is Love between a lover and beloved. Second as already said, nobody can talk about absolute love. Simply saying,
nobody can exactly tell, “What is Love?” We can only talk about different events (Love Events) which used to happen in Love and different effects (called Love Effects) which Love has on our lives. So I will be talking about my experience of a True Love through these events and effects. Here I would be sharing my experiences with the help of my Love Story.
Who can even imagine that even I could fall in Love! I
used to consider Love as an absurd thing before I fell into it. So from these lines this point is quite clear that nobody can guarantee that he/she will not fall in Love whatsoever is his/her nature and type.
Till the first semester in MCA, I never paid any attention towards girls. I don’t have any interest in girls and most important point was that I never had free time for all this.
As I am, I was always busy in study and having no time for
  any extra activity. Right from my childhood, I am like that,
always busy in my own self. Even during college time I
never paid any attention towards girls. As I used to reach
college or in the path between home and college, I didn’t look at girls like other boys and just try to escape from girl’s sight. I didn’t talk to them and by chance if any try to talk to me then I try to reply in yes or no. In college during vacant periods, I used to study my books. I didn’t have any close friends. So you can say I was isolated from the rest world. Even at home I didn’t use to interact with other boys in my village. Either I used to study at room or go out for grazing sheep, goats, and oxen in jungle and used to study there. So my life till the end of first semester was totally confined to my own self, no interaction to the outside
world. I was working hard for the realization of my dreams. Although when I came to HPU, I realized that I lagging the world and I need to update myself as per the time.

My life suddenly took a sharp turn in the beginning of second semester. I returned to University after the end of first semester vacation on 3rd March 2010 after enjoying the Holi fair. By that time my friends have already reached and University has already reopened. They daily used to go for taking sugarcane juice at Love Point (A place near
University chowk, where road to girl hostel and Thandi Sadak starts, I have named it because I fell in love here).
They told me about this and asked me to accompany them. Since it was only the start of semester and I was not quite busy so I decided to go with them. I don’t remember
exactly, it was either 4th or 5th March 2010; I had gone to Love Point for taking juice with Navneet Sharma (one of my closest friends and my room-mate at HPU). It was
around five o’clock in the evening.

We ordered two juices and once it was ready we started taking it. Meanwhile a group of girls was heading towards the Love Point.

Since it was a point on girl’s hostel road so one can expect such things. As already said I used to escape from girl’s confrontations so in order to escape this group which was heading towards us, as usual I simply turned opposite to this group of girls, facing my friend Navneet. Now that girls group which was heading towards the Love Point stopped there obviously for taking juice. I was facing Navneet and he was facing me and girls. We kept enjoying juice and talking for some time. Navneet placed the empty glass back and he also paid for juice or we had already paid, I don’t remember exactly. Person selling juice was on right side of the road. We were standing on his right and girls were on his left. I was standing in between Navneet and girls. Now I turned to my right to place the empty juice glass back and then further right towards the girls to get back, my eyes clashed with a girl standing on second
position with respect to the juice seller’s side.

She was wearing a simple suite with white (my favorite color)
sweater.
All of a sudden I felt a strong shock; Hundreds of pictures flashed through my mind, reminding me some old and deep connection with her. I lost myself in her calm, self-composed, deep eyes carrying peace with very high positive energy. Her eyes were containing a new world where there was peace and only peace and perhaps this was the peace-land which I had always dreamt of.

She took off her eyes but I kept watching and wanted to keep staring for some more time but because of my own nature I could not look at her more than two to three seconds. It was first time when my eyes wanted to stare at a girl because before this I was afraid of girls and used to skip their sight. Her eyes
told me, “Oh! You, I found you….” It appeared as she also had the same feelings. I felt as I knew her for a long time, we had an old relationship.

Moreover a number of unclear pictures of her flashed through my head which remained un-interpretable for my poor mind. I felt strongly connected with her and because of these feelings of connectedness I was being drawn towards her and this is how I fell in Love with Shivani; it was love in first sight. My heart was feeling these feelings but poor mind was unable to handle this incident. How to express myself, what to say, my mind was completely unaware of this.

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After all I had escaped of girls for years and now suddenly why I wanted to stare at one particular girl? Why did I want to see her for some more time and, again and again? Who was she? These were the questions that remained questions for my mind. My mind has got unstable, either it needs to be taught about this incident or need to give some false explanation for all this. It was difficult to understand this incident so my mind created its own story to fool me about this incident.

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