Diary Of My Life 💋👏

MY ✨ 💕 🌹 🌸

Hello everyone?, I know everyone is missing me today it's hard to speak what I feel but that's doesn't matter as long as I have someone who inspired me I don't care about any shit occurring so I forget to say that I have been struggling with tough moments and tough times but still I'm strong enough to fight any mission on my own. Today I have learned past stay past that's what makes me feel happy and feel better from everything. Sometimes I want to hug someone so tight to tell them that's you are important to me but in the same time those hugs are nothing but hugs 😂 they don't stay you starve on missing hugs all the time. You don't need a bf to stay happy or beloved you need someone who will make your life easier and accomplish your dreams with good hopes and good dreams 💕

However, I thought friends are friends but in my point friends are nothing but a mistake some can be nice and friendly others can be fake and do the things that's harm you now I decided to change my whole life into something useful I decided to delete everyone in my list even those I have good times with them because they don't appreciate me so why would i do the same thing make them stay? Who wants to stay will stay and handle any shit inside me even the good times, bad times, anger, sadness, tears, etc. But I know now nobody stay with me only Allah 🌸 he is the one who handle me the one who forgives me the one stay all night and time making sure that's the next day is a new day with good hopes and with good positive things.

Morever, I hate things but I never speak about which   things I hate those things are not even in my list but deeply it's in my heart and I can't express or say what I desire but I only desire someone who shows me real love rather than playing with my feelings like I'm toy or game for them. FUCK THOSE WHO SHOWS ME NIGHTMARES. WE ARE GIRLS  We have feelings WE AREN'T GAME WE ARE HUMANS  RESPECT OUR LOVE RATHER THAN VANISHING WHEN WE NEED YOU (BOYS!!!) UGGGH.

I miss the old childhood memories where there is nothing called boys there is something called families where families gathered and enjoy the time speaking, arguing and talking about everything happened.

Right  now, I feel like I need to change my life and change my feelings about the ones I love and start up a new experience with new mission. 💖💕

Let's talk about my diary.

Today I have learned that's someone likes me and loves me so much but I don't know if he truly does or it's just a joke in my concept ways I want to see if he actually loves me because truth is he lost his whole batchs and they all are maytrs and I feel so bad for him. I don't care maybe I'm older than him and short but I need to support him through everything 💖 in this harsh community and harsh times.

So right now I want to say he makes me smile he makes me laugh somehow he is crazy he is stupid but I'm more idiot than him. In other facts he decided to right me a stories so I decided to do the same so my story begins from here.

Once upon a time I  chat with someone who is sweet just like milk mixed with biscuit 🍪 the way he laughs is something I want to listen it for the rest of my life's the way he looks after me when I'm broken or depressed it's something I found it so cute and adorable in the same time. When I look at the sunrise I don't see myself I see my eyes vision on wondering will he ever be that's man who will makes me smile?  Who knows he might be the one who will split milk on my face when our wedding night..... Hold on I'm just messing around with you all. But I hope it's true. ♥️ 🔒 . And when the light is up I don't see anything but I see the way he tells me :'Be careful while you going because you are gift that's comes from allah I don't want to lose you 😭 💓'  The way he says :'I don't care about body fitness only thing I look at is personality 💓💕🌸. How he was the one and the most bravest person who fight against military ⚔, police, Security guard and I salute everyone who fights and making Sudan 🇸🇩 better with good hopes and good position mostly  those who died matyrs I give them a shout out because they play a big vital role in making Sudan goes to the position of Justice 🇸🇩🌸.

I don't know what to speak up but I'm glad I found someone who loves me as much as him but too bad I can't date him because I'm broken after loving someone so badly they hurtled me so much.

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