This day has been so damn perfect and I feel more close to Cash than I have in a long time, but I just wonder how long it'll last till something bad happens. For now I soak up the moment. I've never seen him smile so much though. He seems genuinely happy to actually stay in and just be with me. Us. It feels like old times when things weren't so hectic, before everything. I love this feeling.
Gerald has texted me a few times but i don't answer. Mostly because Cash has my main attention. I love him. This man is my world. This blue eyed devil will either be the thing that brings me life, or the one who takes it away from me. I guess we'll see huh? He opens up the bathroom door and stands in our room with nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist. I just sit and admire him. His tall figure, his muscles, every single tattoo on him- observing the details of it on his skin, his blonde hair, his blue snake eyes, his face and how perfect his lips curve and the color of them- how much they satisfy me and take me to a whole other world when he kisses me. I watch him get dressed into sweats and no shirt and brush out his hair.
"You gonna stand there gawking or do something about it?" He makes me snap out of my trance. I look down and smile a lil embarrassed.
"What?" I say and chuckle. He smiles and walks over to me.
He kisses me and bring me life, his lips so sweet and soft. I kiss him again. And again. And again. And of course one thing leads to another and we're having sex again. But this time it feels different. It's more... passionate. More love, more deep, more stronger. I can't describe the feeling but it feels so right and more passionate. The connection is so electrifying. I keep him close to me with my hips, digging my nails into his skin while he pleases me going deeper and deeper. Our bodies work together like art, a machine doing something so magnificent and spiritual.
Both of us moaning and coming undone, gasping for air. He lays next to me and kiss me softly tracing my skin.
"I love you" he whispers in my ear making me feel like I'm living inside a dream. It all feels like a dream and like something unpredictable can happen at any moment.
I catch my breath and wrap my arm around his chest, him bringing me close to him holding me close. He needs me, I know he needs me.
But he also feels distant at the same time, not fully here in the moment. Like he's just visiting for now and then disappearing at any moment.
He kisses my neck and traces my skin with his finger tips, sending shivers up my spine.
Except I more cold and anxious than I do hot and turned on. I don't feel the pleasure.
"Cash" I fake smile and kiss him trying to ignore my thoughts. He kisses me back running his fingers in my hair.
"Riley, I love you" he says kissing my neck,
"I know" I whisper in his ear. I kiss him a few more times and roll over to my side of the bed yawning, he's turns the light off and holds me in his arms, wrapping the blanket around us.
"I'm sorry" he whispers in my ear, placing a kiss on my head.
"For what?" I ask nuzzled into his arms
"Everything..." he holds me closer.
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Only You
FanfictionHe wants the dream, She wants love. Riley (Selena Gomez) and Cash (Machine Gun Kelly) have been together for years. But they split when Cash moved to LA to chance his dream of fame. But when he comes back home after it didn't work out he tries to s...
