𝐕𝐈𝐗𝐄𝐍 (COMPLETED)

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 16

India 1:19 PM
A Month Later

"Tray it isn't that serious" I screamed across the house. "I'm not going play with you India get over here now!" Tray says pointing a knife at me

I quickly go upstairs making my way into the bathroom locking it. I look at my face in the mirror to see I had busted lip, I lift up my shirt to see a bruise on my lower back it was from carpet burn since he dragged me around the whole house

Ever since he got out the hospital it's like his mood swings have been all over the place "Open the door, I will kill you India" He says banging on the door causing me to get a headache, I cried myself to sleep in the bathroom

9:45 PM

I woke up in me and Trays bed, as soon as I sat up my head started pounding, I looked around to see Tray leaning on the closet door "Baby, you're finally awake" Tray says coming over to me on the bed, he grabs my arm softly and I pushed away scooting over to the other side of the bed "India I'll never try to hurt you come here" he says in the nicest tone ever

What the heck? I thought to myself

"I'm sorry for doing that to you, that was so out of character," he says pulling me into a hug and kissing my stomach, "I don't know what came over me I'm sorry, I'm gonna marry you, I'll never try to hurt you or Josiah again. I just stay quiet thinking of a plan to leave his crazy ass. "Do you forgive me?" he asks but I don't give him a response, "I said do you forgive me!" he yells startling me "y-yes I do I forgive you" I stuttered giving him a fake smile as he smiles back

"I won't hurt you as long as you listen to me" he says before getting up and leaving, I don't know if this is one of Trays personalities but if it is I don't like this side of him at all, I'm scared of him I have to get him on his meds as soon as possible I don't be scared of the person I love. I didn't sign up for all of this

THE NEXT DAY

I groaned at the sound of my alarm go off, I flipped over to see Tray still sleep, perfect I thought to myself. I go to our bathroom and brush my teeth, then I got an idea and was to make Tray breakfast, I grabbed his pills and went downstairs

I made something simple eggs, bacon, with some waffles. I grabbed a cup and poured a good amount of orange juice in it, I crushed up one of his pills, placed the pill powder into the cup and mixed it well before placing it on the tray along with the plate. I went upstairs and placed the tray on the small dress that was next to Trays side of the bed. "wake up" I say shoving him a little. He shot up from laying down as sweat ran down his face "Tray calm down it's alright, I made you breakfast" I say grabbing the tray from the dressing and placing it on his lap

"you didn't have to do this" he says before eating the bacon, yes I did I thought to myself "I know I said this fifty million times but I'm sorry about hitting you I never meant to I promise over my dead body that I won't do it again", "Tray it's alright I understand why you act the way you act but if you ever hit me or point any weapon at me I will leave you Tray seriously"I say sternly as he nods
I watch him finish all his food and waited for him to drink the orange juice the pills might be the only thing to fix our relationship

"I'm gonna go out and get some decorations at the store for Josiah" I lied "Alright don't take too long" he smiled as I nodded
I wasn't really going to the store I was going to see a very important friend

I went to sleep in legging and a tank top last night so I really didn't have to change my outfit. I grabbed a plain white hoodie, a pair of Jordan's and threw those on, I grabbed my keys and left.
, I rolled down the windows of my car and let the wind blow through my hair. Driving through the streets of Chicago seeing drug dealers give product to crack heads that were laying on the street and the kids that were playing in front of their house brought back memories it's not good memories either, I kept driving to see a very familiar street but instead of seeing what I remember as I child I saw something totally different.

The street was filled with a lot of homeless people, crack feens and loose dogs running around, I parked my car on the side of the street. I got out of the car as a crowd of gang members whitelisted and called at me but I ignored them.

"Hey baby you got a dollllaaa," a crack head said popping out of nowhere startling me I backed away from him and locked up my car

I walked up to the house and knocked on the door, the more I waited for my friend to answer the door the more uncomfortable I got because of the surroundings. Minutes passed by and before I could knock again the door swung open "Wassup" he said looking at me up and down which caused me to blush

"Armani stop looking at me like that" I smile laughing a little if your wondering who Armani is he's one of my best friends from high school. Lemme describe him for yall, he's 6'3 brown skin with arm tattoos, he can sing, not to mention his smell he can be down the street and you can still sense the smell of his strong seductive cologne, and he has waves.

"I can't look" he smiles showing off his light blue braces. "You can look but you can't stare now let me in its hot outside," I say. He then moves out the door frame letting me walk in the house, "So how has Blade been treating you" he asks locking the door as I sat on his white leather couch

"He's been good to me" I smile but I can tell he knew I was lying. "You sure because if he is you wouldn't be walking around with a busted lip," he says as I can feel the anger and sympathy he had built up

"Don't worry about that he didn't do it I wasn't him, I just wasn't paying attention and ran into the wall," I say growing nervous. "Don't lie I know has been hitting you"

"He has a Bipolar disorder and he's schizophrenic, he hasn't been taking his medication so his emotions have been all over the place he's working on it though I'm getting him to take his pills," I said playing with my nails

"That whole disorder thing doesn't give an excuse to hit you ain't all point blank period if you were mine I would never hurt you at all," he says as be sat next to me on the couch placing his hand on my thigh

"I might not have all the finer things like a whole lot of money or a fancy car but I can give you better than that India, I can give you my love," he says as I look in another direction

He scoots over closer to me and turns my head, we were now face to face. Our faces were inches, so close to kissing

He grabbed my chin and smashed his lips onto mine I didn't know what to do, I wasn't in control of this situation at all she was. Ocean wanted this not me, I felt my eyes about to change into another color but I controlled it still kissing Armani his hands roamed all over my body, and before I knew it he was pulling off my pants.