𝐕𝐈𝐗𝐄𝐍 (COMPLETED)

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 28

T R A Y (8 months later)

I was doing bad completely bad with out India by my side... She lets me see Josiah but that just wasn't enough, she blew up and got fame a few months after she left me. I'm not going lie I was kinda mad because me and her was supposed to be going to red carpets together but instead I let some bitch that I didn't even know was trying to kill my son mess up my relationship.

I'm doing drugs heavy at the moment I told India about it, she said if I don't get it together she'll never let me see Josiah again and I wasn't having that. But the drugs kept me from my suicidal thoughts I was trapped it a rut. India was all I had but I guess things happen but I promise you I'll get her back sooner or later.

"Tray what are you thinking about" Some random girl that I had sex with last night said rubbing my shoulders. I rolled my eyes before saying "Why didn't you leave yet?" I said scrunching up my face

She smirked before pulling out a condom , "one more round please?" The girl asked desperately. "Nah my son coming over soon with his mom so if you don't wanna start no problem I think it's best if you leave"I said warning her. India didn't like when I had females around Josiah last time some girl I had over kissed Josiah on the cheek and let's just say we don't talk anymore because of what India did.

"Ugh ok but I got a question" she says. "Ok ask away and get out" I don't know why this girl won't leave she was getting on my nerves.

"So um do you love me?" she asked while I look at her like she was crazy.

Is she crazy, my dick can't be that good for bitches to be asking me if I love them..

"No, how can possibly love you when I just met you? And besides I only love two women which is my mom and the mother of my child now get your stuff and go bruh" I say

"Tray you're a dickhead don't call me again" she says slipping on her pants

"I won't, shit felt weird anyway" I mumbled

She looked back at me rolling her eyes before going downstairs and I followed as I then heard loud bangs on the door.

"Move out the way that's my son" I said pushing her almost making her fall downstairs.

I opened the door with a big smile on my face seeing India and Josiah, he looked exactly like me. I smirked at India who had him on her hip. She looked beautiful and healthy, more thicker I wonder who was making her so plump?

"Who is that in the back Tray?" She said trying to look around inside the house.

"Oh shit I- yo didn't I tell you to leave" I told the girl 

"Hold on Damn, I'm looking for something" I heard her say beyond me

"Tray what I tell you about having bitches in here knowing Josiah was coming"

I rolled my eyes and sighed.

"Stop cursing around Josiah" I said

"I do what I want-"

"Oh my god is that India I love her EP so much" the girl says walking up next to me

"Mmh thanks for the support but baby girl you gotta go" India says trying to sound nice as possible

"Yeah you gotta bounce" I said looking down

"Don't call me dickhead" she said before walking out the house past India

"Here" India said handing me Josiah and his bag.

"Thanks for letting me see him again" I smiled

"No problem I want him to be in your life and vise versa If were not together like that I wouldn't do you like that" she smiles making me nod

And she walked away, but I stopped her

"Wait India" I yelled

She turned around and I admired her skin as it glowed in the sun.

Just tell her how you fell Tray

"I need you" I say

"Goodbye Tray" she shouted back before getting in her car driving off

I really fucked up.

I sighed before closing the door and me and Josiah did all the things he liked and stayed up until 3.am

I silently got off the couch not waking up Josiah to go upstairs.. into the room that used to be me and India's. I grabbed the blade that was on the dresser and cut deep into my veins.

I felt numb, I've been thinking about killing myself since India left me, she did something to me like I couldn't breath without her. She was my backbone, I've never loved a girl so much.

As my vision got blurry... everything went black.

Trash ass chapter

872 words 🤷🏾‍♀️

So um I recently got cheated on by my boyfriend and I've been stressing so idk if imma keep writing I lost confidence in my writing that's why this chapter is so short and rushed I lost confidence in myself so when I get over this heart break and feel like I'm myself again imma be back- Nae 💕🥴

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