𝐕𝐈𝐗𝐄𝐍 (COMPLETED)

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 26

"I'm looking in the mirror at this woman down and out. She's internally dying and knew this was not what loves about" - Ashanti (Rain on me)

IN THIS THERE WILL BE SEXUAL CONTENT AND VIOLENCE.

I N D I A N A
6:07am

I drove around for 4 hours and now I'm finally pulling up home.

I went inside the house and locked the door quietly.

I turned on the light and Tray was sitting on the couch shaking his head.

"H-hey" I stuttered nervous

"Where you been?" He question with rage in his eyes, I knew what was about to happen.. sad to say

"I went to clear my mind that's all" I said being truthful

"You cleared your mind for 3 hours?" He scrunched up his face

"You only been home for 2 days and wanna argue with me.. I'm not up for it I just told you the truth if you can't accept that you gotta go, I'm tired of yo shit" I rolled my eyes before going upstairs

Seconds later he followed me into the bedroom I took off my pants leaving the hoodie on and laid down.

"I'm sorry I just got trust issues" he said closing the door

I groaned irritated ...

"Look India, I believe you I just let the voices inside my head tell me how to run my life"

I was a emotional wreck right now, because of the abortion. I can't stop thinking about it.. but I couldn't keep the baby, so I did what had to be done. I'm letting my emotions get the best of me, I might say the wrong things and regret it.

"Do me a favor Tray" I said sitting up looking him in the eyes

"Anything Indiana"

"Leave... and never come back" I said, I didn't mean it, I mean I needed my space to heal from the bad I did. I wanted space but I wanted him to be in it.

"What?"

"Leave and never come back... I think I gotta just clear my mind more and fix myself" I looked down

"Brook come on talk to me... I didn't do nun wrong to make you feel this way so why I gotta leave ?I know somethings wrong with you, what's going on?" he said

I hate how he reads me like a book, he always knows when something's wrong.

"Tray remember when I said I slept with someone else to get revenge"

"Yeah I'm over that why?"

"I got pregnant by him"

He looked at me in disgust before standing up

His fist balled up making his veins pop out.

He's coming out... but at this point and at this moment I don't care, if he gotta take all his bottled up emotions out on me he better do what he gotta do.

"If you're gonna beat me.. beat me I don't care," I spat not thinking

"Don't push me please you might regret that shit India seriously"

"Oh shut up, maybe you should go back to jail go away forever I'm tired of you.. I'm tired of your bipolar ass, and your craziness. I wish I never met you maybe my life would be normal ya know?" I said looking right in his eyes as they started sparkling