A Destined Fate: Russia X Reader

Chapter 45: Knife~

   Some one was in the house...

   I threw my gaze all around slowly growing more anxious by the millisecond. I mentally panic, Why would some one be in here?! Sure Russia owned some valuable stuff but he was scary as hell. Who would rob someone who's that terrifying? I shake my head. Maybe I'm just over reacting. Yeah I am. I just need to check his room before I freak out. I sweatdrop knowing that in every horror movie the person who goes to look in a room always results in something horrifying happening to them. Oh goodie.

   Gradually I made my way to Russia's door careful to scan the hallway 360° after each individual step. Then finally I make it. Slowly I grip the side of the door clamping my eyes shut after hearing it creak numerous times as I open the entry wider. I open my eyes and deliberately push my form through the entrance prepared to have a heart attack but I didn't. My (e/c) gaze went around the room but everything was normal. Grateful but at the same time disappointed I guess I was wrong. I leave the room shutting the door. Maybe it was open when I got the game but I didn't notice.... Or maybe his house is just haunted. Laughing as I padded down the hall and eventually descend the stairs. Plopping my body down on a sofa tilting my head back as I close my eyes. What to do now. I hate when he goes to meeting. I always miss him... My thoughts shift back to the night when we came back from Ukraine's. Red coats my face as I snap my eyes open embarrassed to be thinking about something like that. Maybe I should just draw. I groan angered at myself for not thinking of doing it at first instead of wasting my time just sitting on the sofa. Pulling my figure up for the couch I make my up the stairs only to stop in my tracks. I feel myself internally die. On the balcony of the stairs stood a figure.

A girl.

   

   She stared directly back at me. I could feel my heart racing. How did she even get in here? She walks down the stairs coming towards me. I just stand there consumed by shock and horror. What the hell am I doing? I need to move. With all the courage I could muster, I turn away about to speed away only to be stopped. My wrist was clutched tightly preventing me from moving. I throw my head back to see the girl staring coldly at me. She wore a blue dress with a white apron draping onto of that. Her long platinum hair falling past her shoulder with a white bow topping above. "Why are you in the house." The female growled in a low tone with a thick accent. I flinched replying "Isn't that what I'm suppose to ask y-?" but was stopped as her grip grew tighter. "Why are you in This house." "Cause I live here..." murmuring as I flick my gaze awkwardly away. Immediately she released her grip and shifts her blue vision to the ground, hair concealing her face. "So it is true." Her voice soft full of disappointment. "Why..... Why does big brother love you. Why is it you are all he talks about..." Big brother? "I wasn't stupid." She said clutching her dress, tears fell to the ground. "I.. I Just figured if I ignored it maybe things would go my way. I knew big brother would never love me. But... it was good for just a second to ignored that and just fantasize... " I stared at her unsure how to respond. "What... WHAT IS SO SPECIAL ABOUT YOU!!!" She exclaimed revealing the single knife she grasped in hand. The platinum-ette shoved my form to the wall pinning one of my arm against it's milky surface. Quickly I move my free hand to the wrist of the hand welding the weapon. Panic hits me when I see slowly the knife shifting closer to my throat but I pushed the arm away, we are both equal strength. In the corner my eye I see the metallic object only inches away, my gaze switches back to the female. Her vision is clouded with multiple emotions; hatred, rage, fury and then it all manifest to...

Sadness.

  Instantly her death grip on both me and the weapon loosens causing the sliver item to hit the floor with a 'clank'. The woman before me was trembling, laying her head onto my shoulder. Her knees shook and the accented girl clung on my shirt from support. Her tears fell through my shirt's fabric. "What is so special about you..." she whispered voice muffled by my clothing, the woman had finally broke. "Why can't he just love me.... ....Why can't I be you." That phrase got me deep. Why would she want to be me? Just so her brother could love her the way he did with me. A frown came across my face, such a poor girl. Even though she had tried to kill me I don't know why but I placed a hand of her hair. Instantly she pulled away smacking the gesture of comfort away. "I do not want YOUR pity." The girl hissed. Instantly the door of the house swung open with angry Russia in the doorway. "NATALIA WHY ARE YOU HERE?!" "BECAUSE OF HER! YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT HER! THIS OUTSIDER!" The equal height girl hissed bending down to picked up the knife. "BROTHER YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND, SHE IS A MISTAKE! SHE DOES NOT LOVE YOU, I DO! WHY CAN'T YOU LOVE ME DAMMIT! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO." She points the weapon shakily at me as she backed away outraged "YOU!! YOU WILL BE THE REASON OUR FAMILY BREAKS APART. YOU WILL CRUSH HIM AND HE WILL HAVE NO ONE TO RELY ON. YOU WILL DIVE MY BROTHER MAD! IT WILL BE BECAUSE OF YOU!" I stared utterly speechless. Now Russia was pissed. "BELARUS OUT OF MY HOUSE, NOW!" Raising his voice the loudest I have ever heard. Not even Germany could met this amount of fury. Natalia flinched from her brother's tone, her features all full of hurt. Deliberately the Belorussian made her way out the door as she passed Ivan who I heard furiously whisper "I NEVER want to you to come to my house again without my permission." The girl glanced at him, never did I ever see a person with such a look of heartbreak  as bad as such. The Russian only casted her a deathly glare. She walks out of the house softly shutting the door behind her.

   The large nation waited for a few seconds to pass then glanced over at me. "Are you okay? She did not hurt you did she?" I shake my head in response adding "No, but I think you were a little harsh on her." He released a heavy sigh walking up to my figure. "I had to. It is the only way she will understand. And..." The Russian hesitated to continue, a frown forming on his lips. "I was sacred. I was sacred that she had hurt you. I was sacred that something could happen to you..." The towering nation wrapped his arms around me pulling my frame closer. He whispers with a sad voice. "I was sacred that I had lost my little sunflower...." The words took me by surprise. Was his sister that bad? I mentally shrug it off entwine my arms around his figure. Muttering softly I reply. "It's okay Ivan I'm here now, completely fine, you don't have to worry." He pulls away slowly with a small weak smile. The words seemed to put him a little at ease. Russia whispers "I am going to make us something to eat." I nod him off and watch until he disappears in the kitchen. Curiously I walk up to the front window shifting the blinds over. Belarus sat in the front yard like she had collapse onto her knees. The girl's back faced the window so I was unable to see her face but by the way her shoulders twitched, it appeared she had been sobbing. I frown. Such a poor girl.

~~~~~~~~~~~~A/N~~~~~~~~~~~

Sorry if that was short and/or terrible XD 3 short chapters on a whole weekend isnt too bad if you ask me. See some times I write parts of chapters ahead of time like for instant I have chapter 47 mostly done I just need to fix minor things. (I write certain parts when I'm in certain moods; like I write fluff when I'm happy, mess up things when I'm feeling dark, etc. XD I believe it's best to do that so it doesn't make the story terrible. I mean come on!?! who's gonna write fluff when they feel doing genocide #AnimeCraze1348-Chan's_Logic_Of_The_Day)

I make no sense. Now I must go my Reader-Chans! There's a 3 year old  backpack filled with holes and sewing needle bloodcurdlingly screaming my name =w=

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