A Destined Fate: Russia X Reader

Chapter 46: Ferris Wheel~

"So where exactly are we going?" I ask averting both my eyes and head over in the direction of my Russian boyfriend who paced beside me. "You will find out." Ivan simply replied in step with me. I took a minute to examine the clothes he wore. It was a lovely red coat that grew dark when trailing to the end sleeves and the waist. A loose tank top with light brown & creme vertical stripes running down it, this emphasized Ivan's tall stature, which I'll have to say was not a bad thing at all. Accompanying this outfit was by a pair of slim brown pants that grew slightly baggy towards mid-calf. The final piece was a Katyusha's scarf that brought the clothing to perfection. And to be honest Ivan looked absolutely amazing. The male nation flicks a glance at me, giggling at the fact I had been staring. Immediately I blush casting my vision away. Suddenly he loops his arm around me bringing my body closer to his. "You look amazing." The nation whispered gently in my ear. With flushing cheeks I gaze down at the dress I wore. It had been the one he had gotten me the day we met Margret. "You look awesome." I retort with a small smile. The towering man laughed at my comment. "Then that must mean I look really good." Nodding was my response accompanied by a tint of blood rushed cheeks. Before I could say anything else the platinum-ette points up ahead. "We are here." To my surprise the scene before was a  carnival. "It is part of the winter festival. It is to celebrate the season because soon it will end and bring a warm lively spring." Colossal rides towered along with both food and game kiosks and petting zoos. "So what would you like to do my little sunflower?" I shrugged viewing the area around. "Play a couple games?" He shook of approval smiling leading me to them.

I sweat dropped as my body slumped over mildly depressed. "I don't think I'm very good at this." Bottles stood in a pattern in the far back of the booth. All my rings sat on the floor not even close to the bottles. "Let me try." Ivan insisted taking my remaining ring. With a swift move he tossed it gracefully landing on the neck of the bottle... Or at least that is how I imagined it. In reality he chucked it with great might, the booth keeper ducked just in time. The ring laid transfixed in the wall just like a ninja star. It was amazing since a ring was plastic and round unlike a ninja star which was metallic and contained multiple sharp ends... Logic was out of the question. The booth keeper was shivering and decided to give Ivan a prize. "Which one do you want?" The platinum-ette smiled. Crimson spread through my face. "You don't have to. Get it for yourself." He shook his head. "I am not a fan of stuffed toys," Grinning more mischievous the nation continued "but it seems some one else is." I sweat dropped again. How did he know... "Alright fine, I want..." My gaze shifting on the various stuff animal. "That one!" pointing at the chibi (f/animal). Ivan told the keeper in his native language who handed it to him. Of course Russia then passed the toy to me. I beamed at both males as a sign of thanks.

We played more games however not succeeding but we still had fun. Before we knew it sunset was about to hit. "What should do now?" I asked him. Ivan tapped a finger against one his pudgy cheeks. "Hmm..... Do you want to eat?" Shaking my head. "Nah I can eat at home. I want us to have fun as long we can." "Ride some rides?" I sweat dropped. "Well you see about that..." Scratching the back of my head awkwardly as I finished. "I'm sort of terrified of heights." He flinched from shear shock. "Really? I would have never guessed." A lengthy frown plastered onto his face. "I really wanted to ride the Ferris wheel before we left." Oh God. The guilt. "Well we could always ride that..." I hesitated. "I guess that isn't too high." The Russian man's expression filled with true delight. "Really! Come on let us go before the line gets too huge." Holding my hand he dragged me away.

"S-S...so this is it?" My voice chocked on my lack of confidence as we stared up at it. It was like 200 feet tall. My heart felt like it was failing. "Yes. See it is not that high." Tugging me into our cart. WHAT IS HIGH TO YOU THEN!

Dazed and in mild panic, I clicked our safety bar down. He grabbed my hand grinning. "It is okay, I am here. I will make sure nothing happens to you." For once I didn't blush, I was too focused on the fact that the cart was slowly raising. My body trembling, even worse then the Baltics, thoughts swarmed into my mind causing me to become dizzy. Ivan's body blurred in my vision, I shift my head around so I could gaze down at the ground below. Bad choice. Instantly I clutched the bar, my heart raced tremendously. I was surprised that Russia couldn't hear my pulse from sitting right beside me. "Are you okay?" His voice scrambled around. I nodded frantically. He pulled me to his figure. This caused me to let out a scream because my feet shifted from its place on the floor for a split second. "Wow you were not lying about how afraid you are of heights." He giggled. "It is strange to see you like this, especially since well... It is you." I remained speechless as I continued to panic inside. Ivan slowly stroked my hair trying to clam me down from terrified state. This eventually worked when our cart started to descend. Once we got off he beamed. "See we are fine just like I said." My legs were quivering, it was a miracle that I could walk straight. "I-I guess I did freak out for nothing.

"Did you have fun?" I nodded smiling. Now I was fine, we were on our way home, sunset near it's end. "That makes me happy." He grinned taking my hand. My cheeks blush a little, him snatching a glance. Damn him. "You know what I like," I hum in response glancing over at the nation. "How you can act all high and mighty or as you quote 'awesome'," doing the bunny ear gesture with his free hand. "Then when it comes to things like this you are so passive and girly. It truly is adorable." I flinched for his retort, Do I really act like that? He stared at the sky. "It is almost like you are trying to prove something to yourself when you act 'awesome'... Almost as if inside you truly are lonely, that you are sick of losing and losing and losing. You act as though you do not care about things so you will end up believing you really do not. That when you end up losing these things you simply will not care at all." His lavender gaze rested on me accompanied by an upset expression. "That really is sad."

My heart dropped to my stomach. Every muscle in me ceased. Was this true? No it can't be, I just call myself awesome cause I know am. Tears started to well in my (e/c) vision. It's not true, he was wrong. "I-It's not like that." Shaking my head in denial. He swooped me into a hug murmuring. "It is not good to lie." The tears came streaming down as I stared into his red jacket overwhelmed by shock. The platinum-ette deliberately stroked my hair. "I really can not stay say I have been in the same situation, I never had friends growing up, but I am sure it sucked always having to start over. To lose those you loves in a matter of seconds... What was the point of even trying? You really were lonely no matter how you look at it." He grinned childishly bringing my figure closer. "I guess we really are the same."

The water works refused to stop. My heart sting with pair.. He was right. I hated starting over, it pained me to leave every one I know and start over just cause my parents hated the area. Bailing my hand in a fist, God how I hated it. "I had no idea I was gonna have to leave everything I knew behind. But the idea that the only person who cares that I'm gone is my mom made me realize that.... I'm lonely and always will be no matter what." Anger pulsed within me as I clutched his tank top's fabric tightly. "God I'm such an idiot. How could I think something so stupid could come true. All that effort for nothing." Sobbing into the nation's chest. "You are not an idiot." Whispering softly he adds "And you do not have to worry, no matter what I will always be here for you." Placing a hand against my cheek. Slipping his scarf off he wrapped it around me, wiping the tears from my face. I looked up at the towering man in shock. "I-Ivan-" he smiled his famous toothless eyes closed grin. My eyes flickered to his huge gash along his throat, how could he be so nice when he had such a terrible past. There was no reason for the Baltics to fear this man. I could feel my heart beat in desperation. I want to be his reason for living every day. I wanted to see his cute adorable childish smile. I wanted to make him happy every single moment of the day just like he does for me. Sliding my hand into his, I embrace the Russian then pull away still having my fingers entwined with his.

He ruffled my hair with his free hand which brought a grin across my face as I gaze sideways to where he stood.

"Let us go my lit-"

My heart stopped.

Everything went in slow motion: I saw it a split second before it got him. My (e/c) grew wide as Russia's body flinched from the impact beginning to deliberately fall over. Oh God.

"IVAN!"

~~~~~~~~~~~A/N~~~~~~~~~~

Well that was a chapter XD OKAY I'M SORRY IF IT SOUNDS REPETITIVE D,X Please don't hate me for being cheesy  I just needed something dramatic so yeah DX I feel like I'm ripping off Prussia... Damn the similarities.

Plus I make reader-Chan cry too much in the story =A= good for the drama

Lol I think this chapter was really sweet until like the last paragraph... Shit went down.

Also if you want to know where I got Ivan's outfit from it's off this video called: Common world domination Russia.

It's super cute, it's the 4the outfit you see him wear in the video. By the way for your information this is the outfit you got him for Christmas.

Anyway I don't know if I'll add another chapter this weekend... Maybe, maybe not.. It will depend on if I get my hw done tomorrow fast.

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