A Destined Fate: Russia X Reader

Chapter 48: Vodka~

~Russia's POV~

"Now then, it seems we finally can be alone with each other EYEVAN," The brunette sung the words purposely spatting out my name incorrectly. He yanked my hair as a pleased grin snaked cheek to cheek. "Gotta say, you're one sick of a bitch to keep us at your place just cause we're 'your friends'." Mocking the 'your friends' phrase. "Also I'm not to fond of the idea that your repulsive fingers touched my girl." I winced hissing "She's not YOUR girl. ____ is not a piece of property you can just claim. Little sunflower said she did not like you in such way." He snorted "Little sunflower? That's her nick name for you. I do not know what's sadder, how weak you are or how stupid you are." Lithuania snarled jerking my hair harder. My body began to tremble from the blood lost. "And don't you get it? _____ is mine! You fed her lies and forced her to like you and hate me! THIS IS ALL YOU FAULT. How much of an idiot are you? You're suppose to be ALONE. FOREVER. No one likes you Russia, not even the people you forced to live with you. Not even your own damn sisters!" His words stung but I knew it was just lies. I chuckled a single laugh "Is that why Belarus is obsessed with me?"

     His grin grew wider. "Oh, obsessed? Obsessed enough to not become independent from her dear brother who she is oh-so obsessed with? I think not." My heart dropped. He was right. The brunette continued his statement "Though it is a shame she didn't stop her obsession sooner. Maybe if she did I've been with her instead, She's crazy but hey! I can't say I'm too sane myself!" He laughed a malicious thundering one. I coughed up some crimson onto the already red blanket of snow. This struck Toris' attention snapping him out of his moment.

   "Oh Ivan it appears you're quite hurt. How tragic that I'm just gonna leave you out here to rot. But it is what you deserve" Releasing his grasp, my head nodded off almost slamming into the snow before I caught myself. I have lost too much blood. "You're so weak! It's so disgusting to think that I actually thought you were scary!" He laughed more wiping a tear as the sickened smile emerged once again. "A guy gay for flowers, scared of his own sister and can't stand to be alone, is scary? Please!" Anger boiled in me "Who are you?" I growled holding my chest with a blood coated hand. "Toris silly! You may be old but I don't think you have Alzheimer's yet. However I do suppose I may have... changed. But for the better, I know _____ won't be able to deny me now!" His emerald seemed to drown in his own madness. Never in my life had I seen Toris like this, it seemed his personality manifested into the complete opposite. "She will never love you." The brunette flinched from my words. He then recovered his composure. His expression grew to a darker one, his smirk long gone. The nation knelt down eyes meeting mine. I held his unblinking death glare with an even deadlier one.

He reached into my pocket of my jacket to a pulled out my flask. More pain shot through me preventing me to stop the brunette's actions. He unscrewed the cap downing half the vodka onto a finger. The action confused me but Toris kept a serious face so I contained mine. In a swift movement he slapped my hand away from my wound and dug his alcohol soaked finger into it. I screeched in agony as it clawed deeply at the inside exposed muscles accompanied with the torment of burning due to the vodka. "Your imbecility really annoys me. Even if she doesn't ever fall in love me I'll just make her. It's as simple as that." Digging farther into my injury causing my breathe to hitch. My vision began to haze and my knees quivered before me, no longer was I able to hold my glare at the Lithuanian which seemed to amuse him. "Tired already? You're too pathetic." I panted in tremendous pain "You are one to talk. I do not see you with a bullet in your chest with a pitiful bastard digging alcohol into it." He shrugged "I suppose you're right. Well I say it is about time I left. ______ is waiting for me. Oh she is such a good girl! I will make sure she has long forgotten of you and madly falls for me."

Sorrow consumed me. He could not do that... would she fall for him? Will I be forgotten just like he says? _____ could not simply forget me so easily...

...

...Could she?

More ideas buzzed through my thought process but the area around seemed harder to focus on. Toris smiled at my expression. "And don't worry I will MAKE SURE she forgets you so there's no point of bothering to rescuing her since that seems to be your thing." Raising from his position, the nation towered over my presence giving my form a slight kick. My body fell from his touch onto the cold snow, however it did not seemed to be as cold as I expect. Perhaps because of the layers of warm ruby soaking into it's surface or the blood lost made me numb to such things as temperature. Toris' malevolent expression grew into an even more mortifying one. A shiver ran through my spine. "What happened to you?" I whispered as I rest on my back. "Life! I was such a bitch to believe things would get better on their own. I realized if you wanna get something done right, you gotta do it yourself!" He laughed then waved a hand "Anyway it seriously is about time I left! Farewell Ivan! Go kill yourself if you end up surviving this cause literally no one cares." The brunette poured the rest of the vodka into my wound. Agonizing screams surfaced from me fault of the inferno sensation. The Lithuanian turned around as he began to walk away. "You're doing us all a favor." And like that he disappeared. My chest descended and ascended at a quick pace and I was just left there to stare at the sky mindlessly waiting for someone to discover me.

"Told you."

I roll my head over the voice, knowing too well who it was. "What do you want?" I breathe out.

"For you to admit I was right. See I tried warning you Ivan but you just do not listen to me do you?" He smiled widely overwhelmed by delight.

I rolled back over so my lavender gaze viewing at the stars up above. "If you can not see at the moment I am kind of in pain so you being right is the last thing in mind for me."

"Well it is your call Ivan. Die or live."

My heart hurt so bad both emotionally and physically. Why did they have to take her away. I was not even really sure if I even cared about my life anymore. After all that went on was there still a point of even going on?

There had to be one

...

...

...right?

"Waiting..." He said tone coated with annoyance.

A wheeze sigh escaped my throat which only worsen the pain. "Live... I guess."

My alter made no reply, his expression unreadable. Eventually the pain grew pretty awful until the black consumed my vision. With no hesitation, I surrendered myself into the oblivion of sweet nothingness.

~~~~~~~~~~~A/N~~~~~~~~~~

So who still like Toris after this XD Again sorry if there two chapters are short, I didn't really want much to happen in the two just to explain the drama a bit I guess XD lol I'm so excited I can't wait to post more soon.

By the way I always imagine the gang leader looking like Klein from Sword art online. Of course the guy with red hair XD so yeah I guess that's what the leader looks like. But he's a jerk unlike Klein.

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