Afterdeath-Self-Inflicted-Achromatic

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Another afterdeath yay....

Not really in the best state right now? I'm feeling stressed for no reason. It's taking a kinda toll on me. I always experience this. Not the first time. But I think I can handle it.(hopefully...)

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I wanna be like you. I wanna say that I can.

"Hey Geno? You look awfully dead today." Death asked.

I wanna be the person that you think that I am.

"I'm fine." Said Geno. But it's just all fake...

But even if I have it all come true like a dream. Is the person I came to be the really real me.

Geno stiffened as he had a knife and kept cutting his wrists. Tears dropping down. A memory came.

So young and simple.

Geno was walking.

Wishing like things would come true.

Geno was alone. Wishing to maybe have a friend...

Now as I am, I understand... it's best I die instead.

Flashback end

"I never mattered." Said Geno.

Just by lying. I'm hurting him another day.

Geno looked to see Death. "Hey are you okay?Death asked feeling concerned.

Hundreds cry.

"Yes." Geno answered.

All I do is ruin everything.

Geno kept walking away. Clutching his red scarf.

Nobody wanted me.

Geno dropped to his knees.

No one is there to need.

Geno then started to sob terribly into his scarf.

If only I could live in that kind of world i dream.

Geno collapsed sobbing. No one there to comfort him. Always alone.

Just by leaving.

Geno stood on the balcony. He clutched his scarf tightly.

I'm helping them another day.

Geno softly smiled.

Hundreds smile. All they do is laugh at everything.

Geno kept laughing with tears glistening.

Nobody there to scream.

Geno wanted to scream.

No more being mean but see.

But no one will see.

Things like that would never happen for me.

Geno wanted to give up.

Day after day... I found my way sleepwalking through.

Geno couldn't sleep. No matter how many times. He couldn't.

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