Crossmare-Lost Ones weeping

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Fanmade lyrics I made up for this song to fit in the story.

I just had an idea owo
WooHoo Imagination! Am I right lads?
Some lyrics probably from the song.
And no I'm not a song writer (wonder where I'd be if I was.)
And I tried to make it sync.

Now I'm probably off to bed.

Italics=Lyrics

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Ink and Dream turned to Cross. "Sorry but who are you?" This broke Cross in many ways. Lies have been told about him. Now his friends turned against him.

"Ink let's get out of here we don't need to near that thing." A smirk grew on his face. Ink nodded looking at him and looked away as they both walked leaving Cross alone.

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Whenever I try to move on from now.

"Did you hear?"

It seems to pull me back always somehow.

"Yeah I did."

Everything I used to know just seems so clear.

"Cross should go take dive off a roof."

No matter how many times I forget will always be...

"Cross that's not how you do it."

No matter how...

"Your so dumb."

"Retarded."

I talk so clear and every time I do.

"What are you even saying?"

I've always been made a fool.

"Look at that. Just shut your damn mouth."

Humiliation at its best.

"Just go away Cross."

I felt like I'm always a pest.

"Go k i l l y o u r s e l f."

Betrayal

Weakness

Always been.

Loneliness

Just braindead, like I have been.

Never changed a bit

But why am I

The one weeping.

Say am I myself?

Am I clear?

AM I CLEAR?

Everytime I try to do things so great.

"Ridiculous."

Seems like I'm just a waste of space.

"Hmm Who are you?"

Like my imagination and a image?

"Your so worthless."

Of myself and all.

"Hopeless."

OF MYSELF AND ALL.

"Disgusting."

Everytime I try to be a good person in any way.

"Bitch."

It seems like they will hate me anyday.

"Your so annoying!"

Is it fine if I just remain like this?

"Abnormal."

Hey what's wrong with me?

"Offspring."

WHY AM I NOT CHANGING?

"Cross all you ever do is just slack off."
"I know what's best for you Cross."
"You will just make a fool out of yourself!"
"Nightmare never liked you and never had."
"Stop believing in hopes and dreams."
"I T S N O T L I K E Y O U M A T T E R A N Y W A Y."

Am I the bad person over here?

The lies told on. The mask I've worn

I've always hopelessly hid.

Afraid

From people that hated me.

Depression

Anxiety

For things

I haven't done.

Knowingly

I cry

Wanting to die.

Should I jump

Off a roof.

Like everyone

Else Says.

I want to disappear.

BADLY DISAPPEAR.

Everytime I try to do things so great.

"Ridiculous."

Seems like I'm just a waste of space.

"Out of my sight."

Like my imagination and a image?

"Your so worthless."

Of myself and all.

"Hopeless."

OF MYSELF AND ALL.

Everytime I try to be a good person in any way.

"Bitch."

It seems like they will hate me anyday.

"Your so annoying!"

Is it fine if I just remain like this?

"Abnormal."

Hey what's wrong with me?

"Offspring."

WHY AM I NOT CHANGING?

I want to have the motivation to live.

But it's far out of reach no matter my grasp.

But I have this feeling deep inside.

Hey what is this feeling?

W H A T I S T H I S F E E L I N G?

When will I stop crying right now?

What the heck is feeling in the first place?

What should I be feeling right now?

What should I do...

IT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE.

"Cross."

"I'm sorry."

Cross looked up at Nightmare with a glare. His pupils glared right into him. "It doesn't matter anymore does it Nightmare."

"Even if I told you my feelings. Do you think that you'll understand. You left me." Cross seethed.

"Cross-"

Cross turned away taking one last glance.

"I'm the Lost One Weeping."

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