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chapter 26 : your voice

Y o o n g i ~

Your voice, was the first one I heard for comfort.

Your voice, was the first one that was there for me when I needed it.

Your voice, was the first one that introduced me to friendship.

Your voice, was the first one to introduce me love.

The day we met, was the day my world bloomed with color.

The day we met, my world had finally a sun and not just a moon.

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"Y-yoongi r-right?"

"Yeah. And you're Hoseok." Yoongi smiled.

"Do you want to be my friend?"

Yoongi stared in shock. He's never had a 'friend' in his life.

"F-friend?"

"It's fine if you don't want to..."

"No no, Please...I've never had one..."

"Well then. I'll be your first friend because honestly I think you're really cool and nice!"

Hoseok said as he smiled widely and hugged Yoongi.

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"Yoongi? Why are you crying?"

"My parents think I should die. Just because I came out to them. They say I'm a disappointment, a cunt. Maybe they have a point Hoseok. Maybe I should just erase myself from the earth."

Yoongi said as he cried into his knees.

"Well I think you're perfect the way you are. And I'll always love you for that. Its like what you told me, it doesn't matter what your parents think, because I'll always be here for you, even to the depts of the earth Yoongi. You're the only real best friend I've ever had."

Hoseok said as he hugged Yoongi a day before their highschool graduation.

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"Yoongi!"

Hoseok said as he waved to Yoongi from afar

Hoseok looked different. A different angle.

Why was my heart beating faster? Why when I look at him I see him differently?

"Hey, Yoongi! How are you?" Hoseok said as he wrapped his arm around Yoongi.

Why do I blush when I'm with you?

"Hey...I um...I'm good..."

I've thought day and night about you and me and I've realized I fell for you.

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Your voice was the one that took me sky high.

Your voice was the one that has made me cry.

I miss your voice. The one that made me laugh when clouds were gray.

I miss the voice I used to hear when we were just two.

I miss that wonderful voice that made me melt every time I heard it.

The voice of an angel. An angel that I've lost.

Hoseok. I miss you.

Why was I waiting so many years?

I was afraid Hoseok.

I was afraid of everything that involved you.

Afraid to lose you.

And now, my world only has a moon again.

I am the one for who you should blame.

I can never forgive myself Hoseok.

But I'll find you again and my world will shine once more.

A/n : just a short chapter I thought should be released. Sorry if this turned out trash, really I was expecting more out of it but I guess nothing came out.
Next chapter may involve drama, dunno. But until then have a good day.

You nice keep going 💞