**This switches between Brian's POV and Roger's POV**
❕this book is incredibly outdated❕
STARTED WRITING SEPTEMBER 23 2019
FEW CHAPTERS UPDATED MARCH 06 2021
(authors notes added in some chapters 2024)
no smut so you vanillas are safe lmao
(be warned though, it gets violently graphic towards the end)
angsty shit idfk
also theres a whole lot of shit i wrote in here before high school. i wrote a book taking place in high school before i even started high school. (its very far from reality. like i called lunch fucking recess for some reason.)
anyway im almost done high school heh look at me now :3
CONTENT WARNING: self harm, suicide, abuse, homophobia, vomiting, etc... If you are uncomfortable with any of these: PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION
**Long haired roger**
**Queen doesn't exist in this AU**
**They live in Canada because I live in Canada, and idfk what americans and brits do for fun**
ROGER'S FAMILY
Dad: abusive towards him and his mom
Mom: emotionless, blank, doesnt do much, probably because of abuse from roger's dad
Older Sister: has not slept in her own bed in months, really mean to roger
Oldest Brother: Sleeps with a different girl every night, abusive like his dad
BRIAN'S FAMILY
*no siblings*
Mom: was shot when brian was age 12
Dad: in jail for 15 years for unspecified reasons
(its not harold or ruth dont worry)
**is currently living with his 90 year old grandmother who needs attention as she is very sick and is rarely ever awake**
*has a cat named tobi*
(named after my cat who passed away in April of 2018)
~RIP~
EXTRA DETAILS
Brian lives in a condo
Brian is 6'4"
Brian lives off the money he inherited from his mother after putting it in the bank and letting it grow
Roger lives in a very small house
Roger is 5'7"
Both are 16 years old
Brian is gay
Roger is bisexual
Roger has anger issues
Roger suffers from MDD
Brian suffers from MDD, ADHD, social anxiety, GAD, PTSD and asthma, but is very very bright. (bros a mental case)
**ADHD = Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder**
**MDD = Major Depression Disorder**
**GAD = General Anxiety Disorder**
**PTSD = Post Traumatic Stress Disorder**
** personally, I know what having all these mental illnesses is like because i suffer from them :) the only think i know absolutely nothing about is asthma, so im sorry if some of this makes absolutely no sense **
(a/n 2024: idk why the text above sounds so happy when im literally talking about how my mind is fucking riddled with disease. it's actually so fucking painful having all 4 of those.)
𝔼𝕟𝕛𝕠𝕪
YOU ARE READING
𝕋𝕠𝕠 𝕄𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕂𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕐𝕠𝕦 ~ 𝕄𝕒𝕪𝕝𝕠𝕣
FanfictionCONTENT WARNING - Self-harm - S**cide - Emetophobia - Violence - Queer-targeted bullying Brian and Roger are both new students at a high school in 2019. they have a hard time fitting in, and are often mocked and beaten up for being gay. also, there'...
