Trapped. (Lazarbeam x Reader)

I Love You.

The beach seems so fun at times. Not when you have fans screaming at you in French if you're dating Lannan. Simple places seem toxic and angry French teenagers. Y/n didn't want to leave the apartment anymore. Everywhere was fans. Everywhere reminded her of Lannan.

Everybody was at lunch and you weren't feeling the best today so you stayed in the apartment. Streaming the saddest music possible. When you had an idea. Send a message, no one knew about your private YouTube. You sang covers and you needed to get this one out. All you needed was 4 minutes. You sat on the balcony, with the YouTube recorder open facing the beach. Strumming on your ukulele you brought over.

'It's not true,
Tell me I've been lied too,
Crying isn't like you,
Ooh.
What the hell did I do?
Never been the type too...
Let someone see right through,
Ooh...

Maybe won't you take it back
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothing has to change today
You didn't mean to say "I love you"
I love you and I don't want to
Oh-oh-oh

Up all night on another red eye
I wish we never learned to fly
I-I-I
Maybe we should just try
To tell ourselves a good lie
I didn't mean to make you cry
I-I-I

Maybe won't you take it back
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothing has to change today
You didn't mean to say "I love you"
I love you and I don't want to
Oh-oh-oh

The smile that you gave me
Even when you felt like dying
We fall apart as it gets dark
I'm in your arms in Central Park
There's nothing you could do or say

I can't escape the way, I love you
I don't want to, but I love you
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh'

Tears were streaming down your face as it uploaded. Titled

'You didn't mean to say I Love You'.

You stood up seeing Brodey behind you.

"You didn't tell me you could sing?"

"Never crossed my mind." You pushed past him to put your ukulele away. But he grabs your hand.

"Tell me about it y/n, this is ruining you."

"I can't do anything on my phone Brods! I can't open YouTube, I can't open Instagram or twitter without any memory of him. Or people asking if we're dating. I can't escape it! Even all the way on a different continent and hemisphere! I love him Brodey."

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In Australia
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"I don't know what the fuck to do Cray!" Lannan yelled pacing around the room. "She fucking hates me! It was once! I was drunk and manipulated by her! I can't escape her damn texts!"

Cray got a message on his phone from Bazz.

Bazzzzz😂

Bazzzzzz😂- I Think Lannan should listen to this.

'You didn't mean to say I Love You' - By Unknown Covers attached. Click here

On it bro, - Me
Seen

Cray clicked the attachment.

"Oi, Bazz says you should listen to this." He told Lannan, they sat down and listened.