The Analyst

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚢-𝚘𝚗𝚎: 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚒𝚗'𝚝 𝚊 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑

"So are you going to go see him?" Dabi asks. Toga slaps his shoulder, telling him to stop ruining the mood.

I was only allowed a two hour visit, and we had fifteen minutes left.

"What? You were wondering too!" Dabi exclaimed, making Toga go quiet. He was right, I knew he was.

"I'm- ha, well I'm not sure." I said, fidgeting with my hands. "I don't want to provoke him to do anything, and I'm not sure if I even want to see him."

"You're all he talks about you know. I'm not trying to guilt you into going, but he never shuts up about you. I mean is your skin really that soft?!" Dabi exclaimed, reaching over to rub my arm. "What lotion do you use, god damn!" He exclaims, taking my hand and rubbing it. Toga took the other, and I laughed as they rubbed my hands.

"Thank you?" I asked, still laughing. After we all calmed down, Dabi and Toga still hold my hands, I looked down and furrowed my brow.

"I think... I think if I saw him, it would trigger something in me. Make this whole recovery process longer. So I don't think I will visit him." I explained, looking up. "Tomura Shigaraki isn't worth it. Maybe I'll visit him later, but now—" I took a deep breath, trying not to gag from the dry and stale air, "now is my time."

Toga yelled in happiness, putting her arms high into the air. I laughed at her antics while everyone in the room looked at us. They quickly turned back to their loved ones, paying us no more mind.

A hand fell heavy on my shoulder.

"Say your goodbyes. Five minutes left." A guard says from behind me, and I nod solemnly.

"Well guys. Five minutes left."

"Please (Y/N)-Chan, don't go! You can sleep with me in my cell! You'd get to see Dabi and I everyday and it'll be great!" I giggled at Toga's remark.

"Babe, I can't stay. The prisoner visitation laws state that I can only visit for two hours at a time. But I'll come back, ok?" I told her. Her facial expression dropped, and she frowned.

"Fine. But only because you promised to visit again!" She exclaimed. I smiled and nodded.

"I'm gonna be honest Squirt, I missed you. Which sounds weird to say out loud—"

"Because you're a heartless bastard." Toga said, staring intently at my hand as she played with my fingers.

"Exactly, because I'm a— hold up." Toga and I started laughing hysterically, and Dabi sat there looking offended.

"I am hurt, you two. Toga I expected, but Squirt... I'm disappointed." He said, sitting back, interlocking his fingers and staring at me.

"Wow, I'm so sad." I said, making Toga laugh even harder. She gripped my hand as hard as she could and I had to stop myself from wincing. She's just excited. Once we both calmed down, I asked if they each had my card, seeing a guard walk towards us. They each held up their card and we all stood up.

Toga trampled me, burying her face into my chest as I rubbed her back. I rested my chin on her head and she started tittering on her feet, rocking us from side to side.

It was strange to see them both in the dull green uniform. It didn't suit them.

I leaned down, kissing the top of Toga's head. She looked up at me, redder than normal.

"I'll come back ok? I promise." I told her. She started to tear up.

"You better."

"Stay strong for me ok? I love you." I said, and she buried her face in my chest. But I felt her tear. The guard put a hand on her shoulder, making her step away.