𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑺𝑨𝑽𝑬𝑫 𝑴𝑬 // mileven

ten

WARNING

this book deals with themes such as mature content, anxiety, drug usage, depression, and strong language.

✧･: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

*TRIGGER WARNING*

mike✨💞

oh my god el

yeah

i got a puppy!!
wanna help me name it?

really
that's great mike
im not really up for thinking of names rn

huh
u would die for the chance to name my dog

idk not really feeling up for it

are u ok?
ur never this dry

yea
i'm fine

this is so weird
is something wrong

no
i'm fine
stop digging into it

if there's something wrong
u can talk to me

god mike
how many times do i have to say i'm fine

i'm sorry
ur just acting different

even if there is something wrong
it's not ur fucking business

yea
i know
i just
idk
sorry

just leave me alone ok

okay
read 10:54 pm

one hour later

i'm sorry
fuck
i'm so sorry
i was so mean

it's ok
i shouldn't have pried

mike

yeah?

idk what to do

why?
what's wrong?
shit i'm not supposed to ask that

no
no it's fine
idk
i feel hopeless

el
why?

my parents just told me they'd be missing my bday
in a few weeks
so that they can attend one of their intern's graduation

oh shit
el i'm so sorry
fuck them

idk why i'm so sad abt this
it's just my mom told me once when i was a kid
that when i turn 17 she would give me this family heirloom
this necklace
and we would celebrate for the whole day
and now she won't even fucking be here

el

and idk i just feel like they're replacing me
with all their interns that they care about way more than they care about me
idk i'm being dramatic

no
no u aren't
i would be fucking pissed
and crying my eyes out

i think i'm just too sad to be mad haha
idk why i'm even texting u about this
it just sucks u know
being so alone

ur not alone el
where's max
maybe u can call her?

she's on this really fancy date
with lucas
she was so happy
i don't want to make her ditch just for her to run here and wipe away my tears