The Secret

17

A couple of months had passed, both you and Jax had kept quite about JT's manuscript. However Piney found it sticking out of your bag one morning and told you he had a copy of it.

Things with Clay had gotten worse, he was no longer nice to you and he didn't hide it.

Leaning against the bar as the guys was in church, all you heard was shouting which wasn't a good sign.

"Baby go find grandma okay" you whispered kissing Ambers head.

You didn't want her around the shouting as from previous experience it was never pretty.

"That Winston pussy is clouding who you are son" you heard clay spit

"If you ever talk that way about Harleigh again, I will pound those half-dead hands so hard into this table, you won't ever be able to hold that gavel again." Jax shouted his voice was icy.

You wanted to go in but decided it wasn't the best time.

"You do know that you have two generations of Winston's at this fucking table, yet you go and disrespect a daughter, a sister and the mother of my children" Jax shouted "I know full well that Ope and Piney are only holding back because Leigh wouldn't want this fucking shit"

Within seconds the doors burst open, slamming against the wall, Jax kicked them so hard that a couple of the mug shots fell off the wall, ironically Clays being one of them.

Jax instantly came over to you, wrapping his arms around your waist and burying his head into your neck, just breathing you in.

"Where's my princess?" He whispered.

"She's in the office with your mom" you whispered "as soon as the shouting started j sent her to go find her"

"Good she didn't need to hear this shit" Jax sighed.

"Things need to change son" Piney said placing his hand on Jax's shoulder. "That gavel should be yours, we all know Clay stole that from your family"

"Don't worry old man" you laughed "change is coming"

"Good, both me and JT knew it should be you three leading the club, Jax as president, Ope as VP and you being Jax's old lady keeping the boys in check" dad smiled. "I just hope I'm around long enough to see it happen"

"You will be dad" you smiled but little did you know shit was going to get much worse.

"You ready to head to the hospital?" Jax grinned.

"Yeah I am" you nodded "Abel is getting out of the toaster today and mommy wants cuddles"

"Come on then let's go get Amber and go see our son" Jax grinned kissing your head.

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"Come to mommy" you grinned picked Abel up from the toaster "oh my god he's so small"

You couldn't help but well up, after everything he had gone through here he was still fighting.

"Mommy will he grow" Amber asked as she sat in the chair.

"Yes baby he will grow" you laughed as Jax placed a pillow on her knee before you handed Abel to her for cuddles.

Leaning into Jax's side you couldn't help but smile.

"We do make some gorgeous kids Teller" you laughed.

"Wanna make another one" he winked flashing you that famous panty dropping smile, leading to him earning a smack to the chest.

Turning your head to the door as Tara walked in flashing Jax a flirty smile causing you to growl.

Jax chuckled before kissing your head, he never said it but he loved how protective you got over him.

Watching him as he took Abel off Amber as he started crying your heart melted as he bounced Abel in his arms, eyes filled with love.

"He is making a good recovery, we want to keep him here for another month just to make sure everything is fine" Tara said still flashing the flirty eyes at Jax.

"Okay" you said glaring at her.

She soon got the message and left the room.

"You really don't like her do you" Jax chuckled.

"Nope, not after I watched what she did to you" you nodded kissing Abel's head "she think she can worm her way back into your life, she can think again."

"Momma can we get ice cream?" Amber asked randomly making you laugh.

"Yes baby we can" you smiled at her.

You spent the rest of the evening chilling as a family which was nice seen as it had been a while since Jax was home at a decent hour the only thing missing was Able.

Snuggling into Jax's side you sighed.

"What's wrong darlin'?" Jax asked sensing your change of mood.

"I dunno I just have a feeling something bad is gonna happen" you mumbled. "Clay is getting worse, it's only a matter of time before he does something"

"I'm not going to let anything happen to my family" Jax whispered kissing your head.

Even though you believed him you still couldn't shake the feeling that your world was going to be turned upside.