Turning The Page

Thirty Four

"T-That's a thing?" If the Doctor who had introduced himself as Levi hadn't been so careful in avoiding letting his eyes linger on Adrian in any way shape or form other than when absolutely necessary I probably would not feel nearly as civil towards him as I keep my sweet Baby Boy trapped under the cool spray of water still spilling from the showerhead, Becky having gone to explain the situation to Kelvin to get his stupidly enforced separation done away with being aided by a note by the man's own pack Doctor no less. 

"If what I am led to believe is correct... Yes...The mind is a powerful thing, and with both of you wanting and waiting for his heat to happen and...erm.. trying to conceive...combined with the fact that this is the first cycle your experiencing together... I would like to do a few tests before I can be absolutely certain... But I would say that Luna Adrian's heat has gone into overdrive."

"Well, what the hell do we do about that?" Because we can't seem to cool him off anywhere but standing immediately under a steady stream of icy water, the likes of which is actually warm by the time it splashes away some of his body heat and lands on me... But we sure as hell can't spend who knows how many days his heat lasts if not the normal five standing in the shower trying to keep his brain from melting itself.

"For now? " Dr.Levi seems almost surprised that I'm actually worried about Adrian and not just trying to get him to leave so I can take care of his heat the old-fashioned way... A way we had tried and hadn't worked... His quiet comments on my self-control in the situation surrounded by a verifiably intoxicating bath of heat-boosted pheromones somewhat appreciated in the fact that he's acknowledging that I am absolutely affected by the feel of my Angel shivering against me and begging me through our mental connection to send the Doctor away and touch him... Not that I don't want to... But that isn't something that is in the cards right now since he had just literally lost consciousness... And his health will always be more important than any personal gratification either of us feels, "We'll keep him in the shower as long as you can stand it, and I did have the forethought to grab a pack of heat tablets when Becky came to fetch me. I can never be too careful when all of you are here at once... I'll draw some blood once we get his fever back down into the nineties and go from there. It'll be important that the two of you stay close to each other just in case there's ever a timing issue with taking the tablets or if a dose wears off before it's safe to take the next one."

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Adrian

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I know I had made the decision to take the tablets earlier... And that its the right decision since we aren't at home and both of us are stressed out... But... But we've already started... And I can't imagine stopping when the time is now... We can make our first baby right now... And instead the only thing Daddy wants to do is wash away the fever that is only asking us to do what we would normally be doing at this time of night anyway... 

I keep asking him... Pleading with him and trying to express how much it physically hurts not having him inside of me right now... But no means no... And even though I don't like it I'm not the one in charge... I'm supposed to let Daddy take care of me and if he doesn't think that right now is the right time I know I should listen to him... That he's being rational and that I should probably be more concerned with the fact that I really did faint earlier... And not just because it felt good... I had felt so hot I thought my head might explode with that last orgasm, and the feel of Daddy's knot had felt too good to handle... My mind had slipped away far too easily despite the fact that I had tried to hold on and ride out the pleasure expecting a relief that still hasn't come. 

I'm not entirely sure on every word that is exchanged once Becky leaves the room, my focus on the hard cock being pressed into my belly and the way it keeps leaking against my skin as Daddy tries to convince me to calm myself down just a little so we can figure out what's wrong... 

But something that does stand out to me causes such an upswelling of emotion that I can't keep the words from spilling out of my mouth in the form of sobs, the grief I had felt earlier upon settling upon the decision I had known was the right one instead of the one that felt right surging up and causing me to contradict myself, "N-N-No! N-No t-t-t-ablets!"

I try to swallow the panic that rises inside of me as my true feelings refuse to be pushed down any longer, but I can't seem to keep my still chattering teeth from clenching out the rest of the words I know are only going to make it harder when I get struck down, "I-I... D-Daddy... I.. No! T-Tablets... T-They'll m-make m-my heat s-s-top..." 

And if my heat stops that means that we have to wait another three months to have our baby... We'll have to wait another three months before the little tiny baby I keep seeing in all of my dreams is finally here with us cuddled up with all the blankeys and little tiny baby booties that I can make him... I absolutely cannot stand the thought of it right now... Not when we've been waiting for so long for this only to be denied the chance to act on it because it happened in the wrong place and wrong time... "S-Silas! I... I w-want babies! Please!"