P.M.R.H.T.L- future #2

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by MYSTICMANNERS

by MYSTICMANNERS

Y/n: we're not going
I said to my boyfriend
Tony: we will literally only be there for the day, the kids can get to know Carter and you and Riley can talk stuff out, baby just do this for the girls
He told me
I huffed and continued to brush my teeth
Y/n: sometimes I actually doubt if you care about me
I said as I spat out the toothpaste, rinsing my mouth with mouthwash
Tony: well you don't need to, I love you more than anything but sometimes things like this need to be done
He explained as he got into the bed, me walking into the room and taking off my robe, getting into the bed next to him
Tony: if they get too extreme we'll leave
He told me as he pulled me to his chest
Y/n: promise?
I pouted
Tony: promise.
He said as he gave my forehead a kiss

The morning

Y/n: Keys?
Tony: check
Y/n: wallet?
Tony: check
Y/n: snacks?
Tony: check
Y/n: change of clothes?
Tony: check
Y/n: drinks?
Tony: nope
He said as he walked over to the kitchen, making us all a drink to take on our mini road trip, lucky for me after this we would be going to the hype house to visit Alex and Kouvr.
Tony: ready?
He asked as he picked up our girls and took the dogs to the car
I nodded as I got the bags and locked up.
I put the dogs in their spaces in the trunk with some food and put some water bottles in there with them incase we had to stop to give them a drink.
I set up all the bags in the back with the dogs in a separate compartment, the changing bags and snack bags going in the front with me.
Tony put the girls in their seats, me getting in the front, Tony joining me.
Y/n: can we stop at Chick-fil-a?
I asked as I put on my seatbelt, Tony reversed out.

At Riley's and Payton's

Oh god.

We're here.

I got the girls out and they walked with us, Mikayla walking the dogs and me carrying Sasha.
Tony grabbed my hand and gave it a quick kiss as we walked up their driveway, not gonna lie it was a nice house but not as good as ours.

Mikayla knocked and we were immediately greeted with Riley and Carter.
Tony: hi
He said as he gave her a hug
Riley: hey
She said as she pulled away and gave me a hug, Mikayla acknowledged the 3 dogs and ran into the house with our puppies, giving all the attention to the dogs that were jumping around with excitement.
I saw Payton come and I took a deep breath as I put Sasha down to go see her sister, trying my best to ignore Payton.
Tony: hey bro
He said as they did the bro hug thing
Payton: hey
He said as he pulled away, I knew I would have to be the bigger person so I decided to get up from the floor, leaving Mikayla to help her sister go over to the puppies.
Y/n: hi
I said as I gave him an awkward hug, he still smelt the same from when we dated. Jeez.
Payton: you okay?
He asked softly as he hugged back, I pulled away and just nodded, refusing to look at him.
Riley: why don't you guys come in
She said as she let us in and closed the door behind us.

We made our way to the living room and we sat down on the couch, talking about random things.
Riley: so are you guys planning on having any more kids?
She asked us
Tony: um we were talking about it and we think we would maybe when Sasha is around one but right now I think we are pretty good on kids
He smiled as he turned to me
Tony: what about you?
He asked them
Riley: we want to try for a girl, Payton's already got a name picked out
She giggled
My leg started bouncing and I started feeling super hot and uncomfortable
Payton: Marlowe Moormeier
He turned to Riley and gave her a smile
That was it, I was done.
My breathing got really heavy and I felt like I was going to throw up, everyone's talking was in slow motion, Tony noticed and looked over to me
Tony: you okay baby?
He asked and I looked at him, my eyes feeling heavy
Y/n: no
I said quietly as I got up and walked out.

Little did ANYONE know that I had fallen pregnant with Payton's baby only 5 years ago when me and Payton were dating, we were so in love and I didn't want to ruin anything so I got an abortion.
That's right, I was faced with the hard decision of keeping his baby when I knew I wasn't ready or getting rid of it and pretending like it never happened, after the abortion we was talking about how much he wanted one, not knowing that I had just killed our future, our baby.

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Payton: I want a baby
Y/n: what?
Payton: I want a baby, I don't know I just want to be a dad, and I want it to be ours, our little bub. Molly, Milly, Marlowe-
He said as he kissed my stomach
When only a week ago I had made the worst decision of my life

I lied and told him I wasn't in the mood for anything like that at the moment, maybe another day.
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Tony: baby are you okay?
He asked as he pulled me into a hug
I let out and cried into his chest
Y/n: I- I ruined everything
I cried
Tony: what do you mean?
He asked confused
Y/n: I killed our future
I told him as my legs gave way
Payton: what's wrong? Is she okay?
He asked concerned as he walked over to see if I was okay
Payton sat on the floor
Y/n: I'm sorry
I whispered
Payton: what?
He asked, puzzled over what had been said
Y/n: I didn't realise how much you wanted it.
I cried, Tony let Payton comfort me
Payton: Y/n what do you mean? What did I want?
He asked as he held me
Y/n: I- I killed our baby
I cried and he held me close
Payton: you did what you had to
He said as he rubbed my back
Y/n: I'm sorry
I whispered to him
He gave my head a kiss
Payton: you've got two beautiful girls and Tony who loves you so much, even if we had a baby we wouldn't have worked out Y/n, you know that right?
He asked me
Y/n: I just wish we did
I said honestly
Payton: me too bubs, me too
He let go as Tony walked over, getting up, Tony giving him a smile as he held onto me
Tony: shhh, you don't have to say anything babygirl, I know.

Love y'all 💛