For a days, I've decided to locked myself up in my room, I don't know what've gotten to me. It's just that, I'm afraid that I'll meet Abel in this house, anytime.
Though, it's not even impossible, he's always with Christian. Iniisip na siguro nito na iniiwasan ko siya, I am... After what happened just a few days ago, I can still remember what he said to me. Does he really hate me that much?
The worst part for me, sa tingin ko unti-unti na akong nahuhulog dito. Just by thinking his mere presence in this house, my knees wobble.
Funny, how we used to like someone who doesn't give us any attention. Is it because we like the challenge? Is it because they caught our interest? Why do we like someone that is out of our reach?
In my case, maybe Abel caughted my interest. Siguro nga...
I used to like by some many guys on our school, sila ang lumalapit sa akin. I can easily get the attention of those guys, without putting any effort. for some reasons, If the guys, confessed his feelings for me, I tend to walked out. I tend to ignored them.
Pero ngayon, pakiramdam ko bumabaliktad ang daloy ng mundo. It's all on me. I know I shouldn't like that man. I shouldn't be feeling this way, I shouldn't be!
Pero kapag tinamaan ka na talaga, kahit sino o anong klaseng nilalang pa iyang nasa harapan mo, Viola! congrats. You're damn inlove. No reasons, No hesitations. You're fuck up!
Lalapit na sana ako sa bintana nang may kumatok sa pintuan. It's almost midnight, bakit may kakatapok pa ng ganitong oras, 'Nang Flora sleep before 9 in the evening. Lolo, was been out of town. Who could it be?
Nagdadalawang isip pa ako kung bubuksan ko ang pinto, when It finally stopped. But after a moment, I saw the door sill is turning. Nagtago ako sa sulok ng cabinet. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko ba ginagawa ito. Am I afraid of ghost? I don't think so. Mas natatakot pa ako sa dahilang baka si Abel ang nasa likod ng pintuan na iyan.
Ganoon na ako kabadong makita siya? Tinanggihan lang naman niya ako, said to me that I shouldn't assumed things. Then, why do I suddenly like him this much?
When the door finally opened, I saw my stupid prick cousin, scratching his head, with his sleepy eyes. The fuck with this cousin of mine? Pinapakaba ako! bigla akong umalis sa pinagtataguan ko at hinarap siya ng nakapameywang.
"Anong ginagawa mo sa kwarto ko?!"
His sleepy eyes, got bigger when he heard me shouted. Serves him right? I'm having my moment here.
"You're too loud couz, matutulog ako dito. Nasira yung electricfan sa baba," He said yawning.
Matutulog? My bed was spacious, but I'm not used to sleep with someone. Lagi akong natutulog mag-isa kasama mga unan. Christian walked and dive in to my bed. Bakit dito pa sa kwarto ko? bakit hindi sa tabi ni 'Nang Flora!
I stretched my legs and kick his butt, He growled because of pain. "Hey! get up! doon ka sa tabi ni 'Nang Flora. Ayaw kitang katabi!"
Pilit at paulit-ulit kong sinisipa ang puwentan nito, but he keeps on ignoring me. Nang hindi parin ito natitinag, nilakasan ko na ang sipa ko, which cause him to land on the floor.
A loud thud and his growling pain was all we could hear in my room. He's so stubborn! I heard him mumbled some curses and stood up.
His eyes was now crossed. Babalik na sana ulit ito sa kama nang pinakita ko sa kanya ang paa kong handang sipain ulit siya. He gave me his irritated look and was about to turned his back at me, when I saw him grinned maliciously.
"You're not gonna let me sleep in your bed couz?"
His brows was now moving up and down, teasing me. He really have the guts to asked me that? Halata naman.
"Isn't it obvious? Now get out. Matutulog na 'ko!"
I pointed the door to him, and I climb up in my bed. Kung ayaw niyang katabi si 'Nang Flora, bakit hindi siya makitulog kila Abel, tutal, lagi naman silang magkasama. Bakit nasama na naman siya sitwasyong ito?! He's occupying too much space in my head! I hate it.
"Really? Then I'll tell Abel that my cousin likes him,"
He said in a sing song voice. My face became pale, and breathing stopped. Paano nalaman ng kumag na ito? I'm sure it's just me and my soul who knows that secrets.
Sa sobrang kaba ko kinuha ko ang isang unan at binato sa kanya. Agad naman itong nasalag ng huli.
"Fuck you!"
"Oh! easy couz, I'm just guessing, Hindi ko alam na totoo pala." kibit balikat niya.
He gave me his wide grinned. He's blackmailing me! this stupid prick! how dare him! Umurong ako sa gilid ng kama at binigyan siya ng espasyo para makahiga siya. Sisiguraduhin kong ngayon lang ito! Hindi na makakaulit itong kumag na ito.
"You do really like Abel?"
Hinatak niya ang kumot para balutin ang katawan niya habang nakatingin sa akin. Gusto ko na nga ba siya? Kahit sa sarili ko naguguluhan parin ako. Pero kapag nakikita ko siya kinakabahan ako, at hindi ako mapakali. When he noticed that I can't answer his question he scoffed.
"Good luck, then."
Nagtalukbong na ito ng kumot at natulog, it's not yet starting. Yet, I feel like I'll be in different kind of dimension. A dimension where I could see myself struggling. Pero wala namang bagay na simple lalo na pag dating sa ganoon. I'm already on my dimension.
Dimension of reality, where I found myself changing.
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