Along the way ( Province #1 )

Kabanata 22

I've done so many regretful things in my life. regret that I failed my exam last semester, regret that I didn't understand what my mother and father told me before I came here, regret that I didn't enjoy my last night at the bar before everything changed.

But this. I would never regret this. Standing in front of Abel, feeling his lips against mine, with his warm hands placed in my waist. I can't get enough, I don't want to end it. Abel deepened our kiss, I accidentally bit his lips which made him groaned in pain.

Bumitiw ako sa kanya at tumawa. "Oops, my bad."

Abel chuckled. "Napaghahalataang sabik ka,"

Napanguso ako dahil sa bintang niya, ganoon naba ako kahalata? Maybe I should lie low myself from wanting him. I was dismissed with my thoughts when he suddenly pulled me closer.

"It's okay if you can't control yourself, I know that you're into me," pagmamayabang nito.

I tap his back, enough to hurt him a little. He growled in pain and eventually laugh. Weirdo! I struggled maintaining my composure because of his marvelous chest that keeps vibrating. His laugh was enough to drive me insane. Paano pa kaya kapag naging higit pa ito.

"Hey, lovers!"

We were suddenly interrupted by my cousin Christian. Napakalaki talagang asungot ng isang ito! masama kong tinignan ito at nakangisi lang naman itong nakatingin sa akin. Talagang nanadya ang isang ito! This stupid prick!

"Sorry, couz, marami pang kailangan gawin." with his mocking face.

Abel looked at me while biting his lips, suppressing his laugh. He leaned on to me and whispered. "Someday, nothing can disturb us, hmmm." assuring me.

That was our last conversation before all of us became busy. Maraming mga bagay na pinag gagawa dito sa loob ng bahay, though, day after day. We didn't forget to have a conversation with each other. A simple conversation that turns into even more.

"Damn! are you sure about this?"

I flushed. I nodded, that's his cue, Abel gladly devours my mouth and deepened the kiss even more. The sensation between us drive our body into something more. A kind of pleasure that we can't repel. Naramdaman ko ang kamay nito na bumaba sa aking tiyan. His hands started to glide up and in an instant he already unhooked my brassier.

He's that fast!? We were both catching our breath and looked at each other. Abel's jaw clenched when he saw my hands trembling. I can't deny it, I'm afraid. It's my first time.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have forced you," he kissed my temple.

Umiling ako. "No, I want this, don't be sorry." pagpapalubag loob ko.

I really wanted it, I just can't control myself. Hindi ko kasi alam kung tama o mali ba ang ginagawa ko, I can't keep up with him. I don't know if I'm giving him enough satisfaction. At sigurado akong matagal na siya sa larangan na ito at maraming karanasan, kaya wala akong ka ideya-ideya kung tama ba ang ginagawa ko.

Surprised, I felt Abel lift up my white sando and carefully pull down the brassier which was raised earlier. My face flushed because he saw my peak hardened. With all my might, I stood up and stepped back from him.

Abel's crossed his arms as he's trying to decipher my action. Slightly amused, shocked, and with his eyes staring intently at me. My mouth turned up and down searching for a word, and just decided to shut it. I tilted my head and breath heavily.

He raised his brow. "Why the sudden hurry?"

Lumunok ako at tinignan siya. "A-ano, gutom na ko, sige, uuwi na 'ko,"