Memories of You (Completed)

Chapter 6

‡ Note: Flashback of March 16, 2019 ‡

It's just another boring weekend for me. I've got no one to talk to and I've been watching k-drama since morning. I don't know why do I feel so down today.

I am re-watching Uncontrollably Fond because wala. I just feel so sad right now and I feel watching sad k-dramas or movies. Feeling ko kasi, mahehelp non yung nararamdaman ko.

Aidan sent you a message.

Napakunot-noo ako nung mag-pop out 'yon sa notifications ko.

Himala, nakaalala yata? Is he bored? There's no one to talk to again, kaya sakin tumatakbo ngayon? Walang choice, kaya ako na naman ang chinachat ngayon. Or maybe, he needs update about Cindy. Hindi ko na alam kung alin diyan ang dahilan.

Aidan: tara shot

Blythe: nagbabagong buhay na ko HAHAHAHAHA

I don't know when was it. When I stopped drinking. Was it at the after-party during JHS graduation? Hindi ko na maalala.

My parents doesn't even know that I drink. Matagal na. But they don't know. I was hiding it. I'm afraid they'll be disappointed at me. But somehow, I wanted to break the rules to be happy. Sometimes, it's fun to break the rules and be happy alone. And honestly, I felt a little bit happy.

Alam ko naman kasing kapag nalaman nilang I started drinking, they'll get mad at me. Worse, they might ground me. Bawal lumabas, no extra allowances and all. I don't want that.

Sobrang takot ako, sa kanila, sa expectations nila sakin...sa sarili ko mismo. Ayokong maging isang malaking disappointment. Kasi, I have to be the perfect daughter that they've always wanted.

Aidan: hahaha

Aidan: bagong buhay daw

Blythe: oo nga! bakit ayaw niyo maniwala sakin?!

Aidan: sinong niyo

Blythe: kayong mga hindi naniniwala

Aidan: hahaha

Aidan: ge, gl

Blythe: gl?

Aidan: goodluck

Blythe: goodluck for what?

Aidan: meh, misspoke. i meant God bless

Aidan: na lang hahahaha

Blythe: HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Aidan: why you laughing dud

Blythe: wala naman, lagi naman ako tumatawa

Aidan: wat

Aidan: u okay dud

Blythe: yes opkors HAHAAHAHAHAHAHA

Aidan: i meant, ur U key

Blythe: ha?

Aidan: HAKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, SINTA

Blythe: T*NG*N* HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA