"Help me massage them." He Tian hissed, tightening his grip on the redheads arm, ignoring the stinging pain near his member.
"G-Get lost..!" Guan Shan choked out. His body struggling to shake free.
"Shhh.." He Tian leaned in closer, his pupils dilating.
"Don't you fuckin' dare!" - "I swear I'll squeeze it into mincemeat..!"
He Tian smirked, "of course I'd dare."
His hot breath brushing against the redheads lips.
"Y-you..!"
Guan Shans body stiffened when He Tian stared at his lips.
His eyes threatening to drop salty tears.
"He- He Tian.." he whispers.
He Tian stares at the other.
His heart clenching when he saw Guan Shan turning away, his body trembling.
Fuck.
He was supposed to be careful.
He knew what happened the last time he tried to kiss the other.
His grip finally loosens as he leans back, allowing distance.
His thumb softly caressing the redheads cheeks.
"I'm sorry little Mo" he whispers , "I shouldn't have bullied you,"
"Get lost."
He Tian softly smiled, quickly kissing the redheads cheek. Then nuzzling against the redheads neck.
"I just can't help myself.." he whispers, kissing the others neck, softly nibbling at the skin.
"H-hey.."
He Tian pecked the redheads cheeks again, he whispers a soft sorry after each one.
"H-hey.. stop.. idiot." Guan Shan stutters, trying to control how red his face was turning.
And He Tian does.
He lays next to the other, sighing at his stupidity.
"I'm sorry.." he repeats.
Guan Shan clicks his tongue. "Shut up already, you'll wake up the others."
He Tian stares at the other. "Sorry."
"Stop apologizing."
"...sorry..."
Guan Shan sighs, turning away from the ravenette.
-
He couldn't sleep.
He ruined an important moment again.
"Fuck." He sighs frustratedly, his hands gripping strands of his hair. "I'm sorry little mo."
He Tian gets up and quietly walks towards the bedroom door.
He turns back to look at the sleeping redhead before leaving.
He Tian sneaks outside, hearing the soft droplets falling on the ground.
He takes out a cigarette.
He looks up at the stars, sucking in the poison into his lungs.
He Tian clicks his tongue. Unsatisfied with the burning cigarette between his fingers.
Using his free hand, he punches the brick wall harder than he meant to.
