August 25, 2018~ Y/n's POV
We were at our Olympic Stadium to start off our Love Yourself tour. I haven't been myself and I hate hurting the boys. I hate seeing them cry. It breaks me but it alao hurts being hated on. I haven't smiled at all in months. A true smile of happiness. Some of my idol friends have checked up on me since we are in a group chat. 94 line with Taeil of NCT, Suzy, JB/Jackson/JinYoung of Got7, Seulgi/Wendy of Red Velvet, Kai/Sehun of Exo, Hyungwon/Joohoney of Monsta X, and Joon/Hoseok my members. Other idols check up on me but I always lie saying I'm okay. We were doing practice.
"Go Y/n unnie." An ARMY yelled. I nodded. I continued until we started. I have a sore throat and I can't really sing. We changed into our concert outfits.
We started with Idol. We got into the intro. It was my turn.
"Hello everyone I'm Y/n. Hope everyone is enjoying themselves." I bowed. We then did Save Me and I'm Fine. We talked for a little bit then did Magic Shop. I walked on the stage looking at everyone. I kept caressing my throat since it hurt. 'God this sucks. I can't even sing. I'm an embarassment.' I thought. I only sang when it was my turn. We finished and went to start our solo songs. Hobi was first. We changed into our outfits while Hobi went up. I drank water.
I got fanned and pat my face.
"Are you okay Noona?" Kook asked.
"Yes just my throat." I coughed.
"How did you get sick again?" Jin asked. I shrugged. They fixed up my hair and put eye drops in my eyes since I had contacts.
"Oh it's my turn." Kook ran and Hobi came back.
"Good job Hobi-ah." I said.
"Thank you Y/nie." He smiled. I played with Akio and watched Kook. It was our turn to go up. I got my mic and we went up after the signal. I harmonized wit Tae whem going up to Joon. We then walked around and I lipsynced until my part. We went into Run and I was at the center. The boys walked around and we jumped. We finished and went backstage. We got changed.
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