Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH

part 3

(Billie's Pov)

"mum.. dad" i started "i umm i like girls.... and boys"

We were sitting on the sofa, Bricker and Finneas were on each side of me and mum and dad were opposite me on the other sofa

"okay" they both said

"okay?" I did not expect them to be so calm about it

"you know we still love you no matter what" dad said

"honey is this about that song you did because it's gone everywhere and everyone is talking about it" mum said

"y-yeah..." i took in a deep breath "i've been lying to you"

"no we've been lying to you" Bricker butted in

"what do you mean" finneas asked

"i was part of the mafia.. i wasn't a hostage" Bricker mumbled ashamed of himself

"you took my sister?" finneas shouted

"no-"

"then who fucking did why are we only finding out this now?" finneas shouted again

"fin let him explain" mum said softly

"i was brought there when i was very young, i didn't like any part of it i wanted to be like a normal kid, i didn't do anything to hurt your daughter.. and i wouldn't do anything now, i see her like a sister to me"

"well thank you for not hurting her" dad said sternly

"i umm i also fell in love with a girl in the mafia" i whispered "i'm sorry i let you down"

"honey you can't control who you love"

"i know, this tattoo is for her" i lifted up my shirt since they had never seen it before "i was forced to get one so i got one for her"

"why a gun?" Finneas asked shocked

"her name was Trigger but she was known as Trig" i smiled thinking about how cute she was when she got angry at me calling her Trigger

"well what was she like?" they all asked

"she was the most caring person i had ever met, which is strange because she didn't know how to care for people, her father was the leader of the mafia and she hated it there she didn't want to become the next leader. That's also how i met Nitro, he's her dog" i smiled "she saved me from getting raped she saved me from loosing myself and she risked everything to get me out" i started to cry "all she wanted was for me to be free and she did it... but it cost her life"

"how did she die?"

"she died where I was found mum, Cobra shot her and I watched as she took her last breath"

"what did you say her name was again?"

"Trig why.."

"honey... no one named Trig died at the scene are you sure that's her name?"

"yes- wait what do you mean I watched her die"

"that's true I was there"

"the report says only Cobra and 5 boys died, no females were found"

"then where the fuck is she?" me and bricker both spat are the same time in shock

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oop- anyways um... yeah

i have to get ready for college :)