Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH

part 63

(Trig's Pov)

Enzo is 3 weeks old. These few weeks have been the best weeks of my life. I'm finally starting to feel okay. Okay with my life. Like everything was going to be okay. I'm not going to say the word normal because well, I don't know what a normal life is like. But whatever I feel I'm excited for it

"where's enzo" Billie asked me

"in his cot"

"but what if he-"

"hey" i cut her off "we have the baby monitor if anything happens i'll go see him, besides.. we could do with a night to ourselves and plus the dogs are sleeping next to him" i reassured her

"okay.." she sighed

"what's wrong" i asked as Billie was acting different

"nothing.."

"baby.."

"i'm ugly" she blurted out "look at me and my body it's disgusting and you're going to leave me because of it i hate it so much and-"

"mamas stop, i love you and you're body there is nothing wrong with it the doctor even said it could take up to 8 weeks for the bump to go away" i rolled over to kiss her lips

"look at it though" she groaned lifting her top off

"it's sexy, you're sexy" i started planting kisses down her body "i love it" i looked up to her

She placed her fingers under my chin and brought my face up

"show me how much" she said slutrily as her eyes were now dark blue

"you sure you're ready? it's only been 3 weeks"

"just fuck me" she growled

"yes ma'am" i smirked

—Smut—

She pulled my face into hers and smashed our lips together. I teased her bottom lip with my tongue and she parted her mouth allowing our tongues to collide. I wrap a hand around her throat winning dominance through our tongues. After a bit Billie breaks the kiss for air and I go straight jawline and down to her neck. I do on big long swipe up her neck and go back to her sweet spot. I start sucking and biting causing her to softly moan. As her top was already off I move my hands to the back of her bra and tug it signalling I want it off. She arches her back a bit to allow me to unclip it and throw it to the side. I slowly make my way down to her exposed breasts connecting my mouth to her plump nipples and softly massage the other one. After a bit I move to the other one and do the same whilst she tries to hide her moans.

I then leave a trail of marks down her body to the hem of her joggers. I look at her whilst hooking my finger tips in the lining and she nods her head giving me permission to take it off. Already I can see her wetness dripping down her thigh so I remove her thong. I take a moment to look at the soaked mess and smirk to myself biting my lip at the things i'm going to do to her

"stop staring" she whined whilst blushing

"you're beautiful" i said leaning up to give her a soft kiss