Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH

part 45

(Trig's Pov)

"what do you think i should do" i sighed to Phantom

"helpful" i laughed as he yapped at me

I was laying in bed with him on my chest. Yes i'm talking to a dog so what? I miss Billie okay. She won't answer my texts or calls and I don't know what to do. I know I fucked up by going behind her back and killing Dylan, but I want her back. Or at least just to be able to talk to her.

"you would like her" i smiled to Phantom as he scooted closer to my face

"maybe i should get her a dog" i teased

"flowers?" i gave Phantom a 'are you sure' look and he barked again

"flowers it is" i sighed "you wana go for a walk" i said excitedly causing him to jump up and sprint to the bedroom door

"okay okay" i giggled and grabbed his chain leash before connecting it to his chain

I opened the door and we walked out the house to go to my car where Phantom jumped up to the passenger seat and rested whilst I drove.

Fucking flowers I can't believe I'm actually doing this how soft have I become?

"c'mon then" i said to Phantom and we got out the car

I parked a few minutes away from the florist allowing Phantom to have little walk. His legs waddled beside mine and he would occasionally bark at birds trying to act like the big tough dog he is

"okay buddy you're gona have to be a good boy for me because i need to carry you now" i smiled before picking him up holding his tiny body in one arm and then walking into the building

"hmm what ones?" i mumbled to myself "roses are too basic and romantic"

"no clue what the fuck these are"

"do you need any help?" the worker smiled to me

"i'm good for the moment" i smiled back lying

"that was a lie" a girl around my age laughed at me

"shut up" i smiled

"flowers not your thing?" she asked

"no clue what to get"

"what's the occasion" she asked

"broke up with my girl, we were friends, fucked up, now want her back because she won't talk to me" i sighed

"billie will like these ones" she gestured to a bouquet beside me

did she just?

"see you got over Nitro's death" she smirked

Okay maybe she's a friend of Billie's i'm overthinking

"you know Billie?" i asked cautiously

"i know of" she smirked looking me up and down "Cobra says hi by the way" she said before walking off leaving me in shock

"c-cob- no it's not" Then everything went black

I woke up to my vision blurry and the sound of beeping. What the fuck just happened.

"you're awake" i heard bricker say softly

I looked around to find myself in a hospital room

"w-where's Phantom?"

"he's safe, at home"

I sighed in relief

"what happened Trig?"

"how the fuck should i know i just woke up in a hospital bed after trying to buy stupid flowers"

"right, you blacked out my bad, i mean what made you black out"

"some girl s-she knew about me and billie and n-nitro and,  and, and she said c-cobra said hi" i said crying

"but he's dead i watched him die"

"you also watched me die but here i am" i hissed

•••

I was later let out of hospital a few hours later. I'm scared. I really am.

I've smoked a few blunts already which is something I haven't done in over a year. So i'm high as fuck right now, but i know what i need, and that's Billie

I drove to her house knowing what I was about to do, but I didn't care if it was wrong I needed it

She opened the door with shock written all over her "T-trig?"

I didn't answer instead I shoved her into a wall kicking the door shut and smashing my lips into hers

"b-billie" i mocked her smirking

"you're high" she rolled her eyes

"you're hot" i said before gripping her throat and pressing my lips onto hers again

I led the way to her bedroom not breaking the kiss once and we both fell onto the bed

I knew she wanted this just as bad as I did otherwise she would've stopped the kiss

"just fuck me already" she breathed out breaking the kiss

"patience princess" i smirked and started sucking on her neck causing her to moan

"no marks" she wined

"don't tell me what to fucking do" i hissed making her go weak

•••

Let's just say she cum 4 times but anyways-

"let me do you" she said trying to climb onto me

"not today" i said getting up and putting my clothes on

"trig where you going?"

"you came didn't you?" i said before leaving

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oh damn i don't know what's worse Cobra name being mentioned or Trig fucking Billie just to take her mind off things