part 46

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(Trig's Pov)

I got another dog.

He's 10 months old, I'm sorry but just look at him

Meet Ghost, I'm going to train him and Phantom to become protection dogs because i'm still shit scared about what happened at the florist

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Meet Ghost, I'm going to train him and Phantom to become protection dogs because i'm still shit scared about what happened at the florist. Bricker thought it was a good idea to another one too, so I did.

It's been two days since I fucked Billie, honestly I don't even know why I did i was high as fuck but that didn't even calm me down. It doesn't matter what goes into my system the only drug that can effect me or calm me down is her

"shush" i yelled to Ghost who was staring at the window barking

But he didn't stop he kept barking and barking and barking

I finally decided to get up and see what he was barking at. And there he was. Cobra. On the other side of the window, staring at us smirking

Everything happened so quickly, my vision began to get blurry, my heart rate racing and pumping blood around my body at a deathly speed, my chest not even able to rise.

There was no Cobra there. Ghost wasn't even barking there, or barking at all. He was eating in the kitchen. I was having a PTSD episode

I stumbled to the bathroom and searched through the bottle of pills. When I thought I found mine I took a handful and swallowed.

However, my vision didn't return normal. With my fuzzy eyes i looked at the bottle in my hand. It wasn't my pills. I couldn't make out what is said but I knew I was going into an overdose

No one was in the house, it was just me and my babies. I'm going to die.. alone.

(Billie's Pov)

I'm fucked off with Trig, she fucked me and i allowed it. What the fuck were we both thinking. There's no point in texting her or calling her she won't answer, so I did the next best thing

I knocked on Bricker's door, he said Trig would still be here. But no one answered. I started to hear.. barking? Since when did they get a dog? wait no that's definitely 2 dogs

I was shocked when a dog opened the door but was quickly brought out of my thoughts when the grey and white pitbull nudged me to follow him. He was barking at me as if to say hurry up. Something is wrong with Trig

We headed up the stairs towards the bathroom to see Trig passed out foaming at the mouth and a little puppy lay licking her face

"TRIG" i yelled crashing to the floor scrambling for my phone a dialling 911

"stay with me baby" i sniffled as i held her in my arms

It wasn't long before an ambulance arrived along with Bricker and Kat

"what happened" Bricker panicked

"i don't know i just came to talk... about some things, and this one led me to her" i gestured towards the dog

"good boy Ghost" Kat squealed and started petting him

"ghost?" i asked

"Trig got new dogs" Bricker laughed "ghost, and this one" he picked up the puppy "this is phantom, you're brother and Claudia gave him to her" he smiled

I didn't even know that.. how the fuck didn't I know that?

"hey come here" Bricker pulled me into a hug "don't cry she's going to be okay she's a fighter"

I didn't even realise I was crying

•••

We all had been waiting in the waiting room for a few hours now. They didn't think she would make it, but she did. I really do wonder how she doesn't just die, not that I want her too.

"she's awake" a nurse smiled to us "but only 1 person can see her as visiting will close soon"

"you go" Bricker said to me

"no you-"

"you're going end of" he cut me off

I walked towards her room and found myself debating whether I should actually go in or not. As I was about to turn around and leave I heard her voice

"you gona come in or just continue staring at the floor" she laughed

"h-hey.." i mumbled

"hey" she smiled

I walked over to her and slapped her in the face before sitting down in a chair next to her

"OW!" she yelled

"the fuck you overdosing for? you nearly died Trig" i yelled

"you getting angry is sexy" she smirked "OKAY" she yelled knowing i was about to hit her again "i thought it was my PTSD pills my vision was blurry i couldn't see much, i'm sorry"

"i'm sorry you had an episode" i said softly "fuck i'm so in love with you i can't loose you" i whispered so she couldn't hear

"hey look at me" she grabbed my hand "i'm not going anywhere okay?"

"what do you mean"

"i'm so in love with you too" she smirked

"shit... you heard that" i laughed

"with a voice as beautiful as your's, you hear everything baby" she smiled making my stomach do flips

"don't do that" i huffed

"do what baby" she smirked as she rubbed her thumb in circles on the back of my hand

"that" i rolled my eyes playfully

"how did you find me"

"ghost"

"no why did you come" she asked

"probably not the right time to discuss it"

"i'm sorry i fucked you, i mean i'm not but i am?" she said knowing exactly what was going through my head

"so getting flowers for me huh?" i teased making her blush

"that was a one time thing that didn't even happen- wait how the fuck do you even know?"

"bricker told me about what happened, and why you fucked me" i sighed "is that why you had an episode today?"

"yeah.."

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