Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH

part 55

(Trig's Pov)

"ooh fuck" Billie moaned as she came

We've been together well I say together we haven't actually made it official but anyway, Billie is on her 13th week of pregnancy and her sex drive is crazy. I mean I'm not surprised since more blood is being pumped in her pelvic area causing her to want to be touched all the time but I'm not complaining.

"i love the way you taste angel" I growled as she came down from her high

"you know i'm gona be horny in like 30 minutes right" Billie laughed

"is that a hint for another round?" i smirked kissing up her stomach

"mm" she moaned

"words princess"

"yes fuck me again fuck me till i can't speak" she whined as I carried on kissing her body

I stopped at her face and gave her a peck but pulled away when she tried to deepen it "you have a scan baby go get yourself cleaned up"

"but i'm not finished" she groaned

"later" i whispered kissing her again

•••

"it's looking healthy, congratulations you've gone passed the high miscarriage stage" the doctor smiled

"it's got it's thumbs up to us" i said in awe

The doctor printed out the photos and I almost cried when I saw the one with its thumbs up, it's just too cute

"trig" Billie said and I hummed in response "we need to talk"

Shit what have I done now

"about?"

"the baby.. look i don't know what we are right now but i have you and that's all that matter's but I also have this baby"

"i know.. what are you trying to say?" i asked

"i don't want to pressure you and i know we are young and that our relationship is always on pause and go, but are you okay with the baby? with us having a baby together" she looked away

"look at me" i grabbed her chin gently to face me "it doesn't matter if this baby isn't biologically mine, i was planning on having kids with you anyway and they still would technically be biologically mine, yes it's a shock that it's happening soon but Billie I love you and I want you, I love this baby with everything in me and I want it too from day 1 i've been excited about it I already see it as my own"

"y-you do?" she said with tears in her eyes

"i do, i really mean it" i grinned and we shared a kiss

"i love you" she whispered against my lips

"i love you too" i smiled and pulled away to crouch to her stomach "and i love you" i said kissing her stomach

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what the fuck is this soft shit i ain't soft so why am i writing soft shit

uhh so i might be updating more often as i've been told to self isolate and cant go college until January