part 18

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(Trig's Pov)

I grinned like a kid on christmas as I saw Billie's name pop on on my phone. I answered the face time call and was welcomed by her cute grinning smile

"what's got you in a good mood" i smiled

"soooooo i was thinkinggg.."

"yeahhhhh" i mocked

"would you maybe like you don't have to but would you maybe just maybe want to come see my show backstage tonight but umm the issue is you have to kinda meet my family and umm it might be awkward" she rapidly spoke

I stared at her blankly for a few seconds. Her family hate me.. well I don't know if they do but i'm guessing they do.. aw fuck

"umm.. what if i get seen them arshtar will-"

"they won't" she reassured me "we can cover you up as long as you don't go on the stage you'll be okay"

"but your family.. they hate me and-" i sighed "i don't think this is a good idea Bil"

"you can't be a secret forever" she groaned

"secret? what's that supposed to mean" i smirked

"n-nothing"

"keeping secrets now are we" i laughed

"don't act like you don't" she cocked her head

"oh yeah? maybe one will come out one day then" i smirked

"so is it a yes?" she asked changing the subject to hide her blush

"will Nitro be there?"

"of course"

"fuck yeah pick me up" i yelled

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"fuck billie i can't do this" i was going into a panic attack as were outside her house

"hey shh breathe it's okay" she grabbed my hand gently and placed it on her chest making me feel her own heart beat as her chest rose and fell back down "just like that okay?"

It took a few minutes for me to calm down. God i'm such a baby. I'm so fucking nervous though

"are you ready?"

"no.." i shook my head

Billie pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head making my stomach do twists but the good type of twists

"it's going to be okay i won't let them do anything to you okay?"

"okay.. thank you" i pulled away getting myself together. Here we go

Billie unlocked the front door and I was already being barked at by Nitro

"hey youu calm down okay" I said and he quickly obeyed "least that hasn't changed" i chuckled

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