(Billie's Pov)
"you need to eat something bil" Trig said to me as i stared at my food mixing my fork in it
"i'm not hungry" i mumbled
"baby please eat something"
"TRIG CAN YOU FUCK OFF?" I yelled "the fuck won't you leave me alone for? you seem too occupied with that fucking thing i don't even know why because ITS NOT YOURS" i screamed picking up a glass near me and throwing it at the wall
Trig stared at me for a few seconds with tears in her eyes before she gulped to say something
"i'm doing a better job than you"
She was right though. Enzo has just become to much hassle, i'm not ready for this why the fuck did i decide to keep the baby? I should've got an abortion and not only that, I had him because I got raped. Every time he cries I just want to strangle him to death. I cant even bond with him I don't know how the fuck Trig does.
"you need to leave" Trig blurted out
"was anyway" i mumbled
"no, you need to leave, as in get the fuck out of my house"
"w-what.."
"you heard me i'm keeping enzo with me until you realise what the fuck is going on with you, enzo does not need to be brought up with you neglecting him"
"always about fucking enzo" i huffed
"leave"
And that's what I did. I packed my shit and left not bothering to say goodbye. I had no where to go apart from my brothers since my parents were away on holiday.
"what the fuck happened" Finneas said pulling me into a hug
"trig kicked me out" i mumbled into his chest
I wasn't even crying. Why did I feel.. nothing
"she can't do that wait where's Enzo?" Claudia asked
Here we fucking go. Everyone always worrying about Enzo
"with her" was all I managed to say
"i'm going to call her" Claudia said
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Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH
Fanfictionsequel to 'Keep you in the Dark' so read that first if you haven't because you will be confused Billie Eilish is now free from the mafia, but is still haunted from the memories and deeply misses her lover Trig since she sacrificed everything to get...
