Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH

part 49

(Trig's Pov)

I woke up to my head still on Billie's stomach. She was peacefully asleep, her lips parted slightly and all I could think about was kissing them

But I cant.

I don't deserve her, and she doesn't deserve me. We're just as bad as each other.

I carefully picked myself off of her so I wouldn't wake her up knowing she needed to get double the sleep now she has two hearts inside of her.

I walked down the stairs with both Ghost and Phantom following behind me wanting for food.

"what's happening?" I asked Bricker

"me and Kat are going away for two weeks" he smiled

"damn have fun and don't get pregnant I think one baby is enough at the moment" i chuckled

"try not to be loud yourself either" Kat winked

"oh i'm not-"

"sure, sure" Bricker smirked and the both left

That was weird.

I rubbed myself and continued walking too the kitchen to get the dog food and fill both bowels up.

"who's calling me" i mumbled to myself feeling my phone vibrate

"yoooo" i said as I answered Claudia's call

"are you free todayyy" she said

"depends" i smirked to myself

"oh shut up i know you are" she laughed "okay so come round soon yeah bring the dogs and Billie because I know she's with you thank you byeee" she ended the call

I swear everyone's making decisions for me today.

Now I gotta walk back up the stairs, that's so much effort. Fucks sake

I decided to take a quick shower and get myself dressed before I woke Billie up. She's cute when she sleeps.

"wake up mama" i whispered

"you lookin hot" she said with her raspy tone stretching a bit

"don't i always?" i smirked

"yeah" she smirked and reached up to snake her arms around the back of my neck and quickly pulled me on top of her before gripping my throat

"i'm still tired" she said with no expression before chucking me off her so i lay next to her

I forced everything in me to slow my breathing and try to stop my face from being red as that turned me on so much. I really wasn't expecting it

I heard Billie let out a little laugh clearly proud of herself for getting me in such a state

So, I decided to tease her

I straddled her body, my knees either side and gripped her throat

"i said. you need. to wake up." I gritted whilst dragging the tip of my finger on her boobs

"choke me harder daddy" she smirked catching me off guard that I literally let go

"nice to know i can easily top you now" she winked before shoving me off of her and walking towards the bathroom

What the fuck just happened

•••

So after my eventful morning which has still left me in shock, we finally made it to Fin and Claud's house.

Claudia pulled me into a hug whilst my babies ran off after Peaches and Fin hugged Billie.

"guess what we brought" Billie smiled and showed them both the baby pictures

"OH MY GOD ITS SO CUTE" Claudia squealed

"i'm actually going to be an uncle" Finneas said and pulled Billie into another hug

"Phantom got big" Finneas chuckled

"i know right" i smiled

"where's peaches" Billie yelled

"you know, sometimes I swear she comes just for peaches" Claudia huffed playfully making us all laugh

I noticed Fin and Claudia both exchange a weird look before I was being dragged into the garden by Claudia. I'm guess Finneas went to drag Billie some where

"okay okay if you wana fuck i ain't doing that" i teased

"i'm down" Claudia joked

"what are you really up too" I raised an eyebrow. There was clearly a reason she wanted Billie and I round

"oh nothing.. you know same old shit" she smirked

"so you and Fin just happen to pull me and Billie away? righhttttt"

"what the fuck are you both doing" she whisper yelled

"what do you mean"

"i mean you both have been hanging around a lot lately and yet i don't see no hickeys" she sighed

"oh i see" i laughed "bro we're over"

"you're both still so in love Trig, and don't think she hasn't told Fin and I how you have been gushing over her baby"

"bitch" i mumbled "that's some soft shit right there"

"you're soft for her that means something, it means a lot so why aren't you both doing anything about it especially with the amount of tension you both have"

"i'm scared" i blurted out now realising i do actually feel scared about us

"why?"

"because we're both as shit as each other we both cheated on each other and what if that happens again? i could have people looking out for me i killed people, i'm no good for her"

"okay one, you both cheated at a time where it was a very difficult and awkward situation i mean what couple has mafia shit involved? exactly so stop thinking about that because you're here now you're free, and two, you make her happy and most importantly she makes you happy, yeah you're not like every couple you see but that's what makes the both of you so special together. If Billie dated an ex mafia leader soon to be leader whatever, I would think what the fuck but seeing what you both actually do for each other makes me realise how perfect you two are for each other. It brings you both excitement into the relationship, but what you do about it is up to you"

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Does Claudia's words of wisdom go into Trig's head making her change her mind? Find out next time on-

Shut the fuck up im sorry i felt like doing that god I feel like the host of love island