Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH

part 59

(Trig's Pov)

She was writing again.

I woke up to an empty bed but heard the angelic voice singing.

"are you okay?
cause you're the one who needed space
and finally now i'm doing fine
you would rather see me cry
are you okay?
you're acting like we never changed
and finally i can sleep at night
makes you wana loose your mind"

I love it when she writes or even just sings. Because every lyric and every word is filled with so much emotion. I looked around to see Phantom laying next to me in the bed. Ghost must've been with Billie as he's gone into protective pregnancy mode.

"c'mon" I mumbled to Phantom as we got up to find the studio

"hey" i said softly so i didn't startle her

"hi" Billie smiled not looking at me as she writing something

I decided not to bother her as she was busy and make her food instead as she needed double the energy.

I remembered last night I made a vegan banana bread flavour oat less oatmeal. It was in the fridge to set over night so I took it out and put some into a bowl. I then topped it off with some sliced banana, a scoop of peanut butter and a sprinkle of nut shavings.

I also put some dog food into Ghost's and Phantom's bowls along with water for them.

"here baby" I placed the food onto the table next to her

"thank you" she smiled grabbing my neck to pull me in for a kiss "i love you"

"i love you too" i whispered back and walked out the studio to let her work

billieeilish is live

I was shocked I mean she hasn't went live since the beginning of this year. Guess her writing songs made her miss her fans.

I smirked to myself and joined the live

"look what my baby made me" Billie pouted as she held the food up

baby?
she's taken?
wait why does she look different?
is that a new house?

I laughed to myself as I read through her comments. Billie has never spoke to them about me so this was amusing.

"she thinks she's sneaky joining the live thinking i wouldn't notice, hi baby" Billie smirked

I've been caught.

The comments were going crazy now asking to see me and I just kept laughing to myself. I don't really mind if they know who I am but it's kinda cool to stay a secret at the same time.

"anyway i'm gona give you a lil sum of what i've been working on today, it might be bad because i haven't wrote in months so let me know if you want the whole thing" she smiled placing the camera down so it only showed her top half hiding her baby bump

"i know that you've been scared of love
and everything it did to us
but how am i supposed to open up?
when you were just so good at closing off
you're up and down
i'm inside out
you ripped my heart right from my mouth
and then i had to go and pick it up
and play it like i didn't give a fuck

you called my phone 50 times from that party
3am you thought i'd be there in a heartbeat
it's your life but you might wana put down the bacardi
mean this sincerely dude"

Yeah I fuck with it. I'm making sure she releases this. It also sounded like what she sang earlier but maybe she wasn't ready to sing that bit yet.

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song: r u ok - Tate McRae

(yes ik it just got released 40 min ago)